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Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

I'm a owned and collared. The journey I have been on with Daddy is amazing...and only gets better! This is my daily entries of what is going on in my head and stories of all the things I’m learning with Daddy!
4 years ago. July 9, 2020 at 2:57 AM

Am I enough

 


I’m sure everyone has wondered at some point or another...Am I enough?

 


That could me a whole lot of things...I’m i enough to keep him interested, I’m I enough to be the best I can be, I’m I enough to keep this happiness going?

 


So much of this is driven by my own mind. My own insecurities. When It comes to yourself you can learn to love yourself and appreciate everything that you are...you except yourself. But when you love deeply I think you can’t help be have a fear of not being exactly what that other person wants...forever. There is nothing that the other person does that makes you feel this way...it’s just sometimes there. Maybe it’s a female thing?

 


Sometimes I have this worry deep inside me...like a virus that is trying to poison me. It could be something as simple as a blemish that shows up on my face...or a comment that meant nothing...or simply a longer time frame than I would like for contact...that makes the poison start to stir. Sometimes I can make the thought go away quickly...sometimes it takes me a minute to get rid of the thought.

 


Just know that no matter what...you are enough.

 


Until tomorrow...

SeekingOne​(dom male)​{Taken} - I think a lot of people on both sides of the slash have the same feeling that you do. We all create the image of the “perfect” person in our minds and when we fall short of that we question ourselves. Just know you are enough for you and that should be enough for your partner.
4 years ago
Ingénue​{VK} - Lovely answer at the end
4 years ago
sir james ladies​(sub female)​{oh yes ple} - seekingone is right. but it is mainly a sub thing comes from that need to please place in all of us.
4 years ago
SirsBabyDoll​(sub female)​{🍕+☕}Verified Account - And then it starts all over again...
4 years ago
Cherry2000​(sub female) - I can make the smallest thing into a mountain and my brain can be my worst enemy. I have never felt enough for anyone....ever. self love is the hardest lesson but the most needed and until we learn it we will never feel like we are enough. Thank you for sharing!
4 years ago

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