Am I enough
I’m sure everyone has wondered at some point or another...Am I enough?
That could me a whole lot of things...I’m i enough to keep him interested, I’m I enough to be the best I can be, I’m I enough to keep this happiness going?
So much of this is driven by my own mind. My own insecurities. When It comes to yourself you can learn to love yourself and appreciate everything that you are...you except yourself. But when you love deeply I think you can’t help be have a fear of not being exactly what that other person wants...forever. There is nothing that the other person does that makes you feel this way...it’s just sometimes there. Maybe it’s a female thing?
Sometimes I have this worry deep inside me...like a virus that is trying to poison me. It could be something as simple as a blemish that shows up on my face...or a comment that meant nothing...or simply a longer time frame than I would like for contact...that makes the poison start to stir. Sometimes I can make the thought go away quickly...sometimes it takes me a minute to get rid of the thought.
Just know that no matter what...you are enough.
Until tomorrow...