Obsession can be fun and cute when your referring to your love for makeup or shoes...it’s not so cute when it’s unwanted.
I can easily say that I’m obsessed with Master...I want to be with him always. I want to serve his every need and be the prize on this arm. And as much as I love this life and everything we are together...if he ever were to betray me...I could turn it all off in a blind of an eye. Would I want to? No....but I would. Would I hurt and long to have our love again...YES...but betrayal is hard to recover from.
So with that said I have a hard time understanding people that are obsessed with something that they can never have. Especially for long periods of time. Why would you want to devote thoughts and energy to things that bring you down or don’t have a positive impact on your life?
Why would someone put time, energy, thoughts into to someone that doesn’t give a shit about them? I wouldn’t... I just don’t understand...and I hope I never do!!
Until tomorrow...
