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Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

I'm a owned and collared. The journey I have been on with Daddy is amazing...and only gets better! This is my daily entries of what is going on in my head and stories of all the things I’m learning with Daddy!
4 years ago. February 6, 2021 at 1:40 AM

Master - The person who has control over a slave in a consensual master-slave relationship.

 

I am very familiar with this term. My Master is absolutely the best thing that has ever happened to me. My life has changed for the better the minute he became my Master.

 

I still struggle with not feeling worthy of his love and guidance. I still struggle with how to handle it when he becomes displeased with me. It’s different from any other relationship that I have ever been in. In all other relationships I was right in everything...even when I was wrong. I stood my ground until they would give in and apologize. With my relationship with Daddy...I never want to be in that position of discomfort or have him upset. I don’t know how to undo whatever I have done to make him upset with me. I don’t care about winning....I don’t care about losing....I just want him to be pleased. When I fall short....it’s debilitating. How do I show him that I’m the strong woman that he fell in love with but I’m also the woman that is completely and utterly his. I fall short of the perfection he deserves....

 

Thoughts?

Curiousmind​(sub female) - You are worthy of his love, and you are perfect for him not in the way that assumes a literal human perfection because it doesn’t exist but you are perfect for him because he’s chosen you and not anyone else.
With time in a master/slave relationship we as submissives become more vulnerable before our Masters and naturally more critical to ourselves: do i serve him right, do i do enough, how can i do better... Just accepting it as a natural process in the dynamic and trying not to dwell on it but instead refocusing on how beautiful, how desired, how precious you are to him . He accepts you as you are with all your imperfections and your authentic genuine submission to him , submission that comes from your heart and soul is more than enough to him.
You are loved and deserve to be loved ❤️?
4 years ago
Jack in the box -
"Thoughts?"
Do you have a sister?
4 years ago
Susie Q​{Daddy Ant} - It IS utterly debilitating. It’s why we strive to please. Why we strive to listen and do better every day, which is all Daddy wants. we never get to perfection and that is a submissive....ever growing, ever striving for the goal of pleasing.
4 years ago

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