4 years ago. Tuesday, February 16, 2021 at 10:57 PM
Masochist - An individual who likes or becomes sexually gratified by their own pain or humiliation.
The definition in the vanilla world was not sexual at all. It just meant that it was someone that loved to punish themselves. Not until I met Master did I ever realize that I could enjoy sex and pain at the same time. I also believe 100% that if Daddy hadn't introduced it to me the way he did...I would have never tried it.
The term always meant something to me...but in the way of constantly punishing myself emotionally...which did cause physical effects. Through Daddy I have learned to channel that and direct it to pleasure. I'm forever grateful...
Thoughts?