Here again to vent.
I had a conversation with a friend of mine today and I guess it left me with alot to think about.
As in the title. I'm a virgin. Never had sex never did a scene. I can count on one hand the amount of guys I've kissed and on two fingers the amount that were sober when we did.
My friend (the only one that really knows about my interest in BDSM) asked me why it was so appealing to me blah blah. And I answered her questions without complaints, because she seemed really interested.
But then she asked the question that got me.
"But how do you know?"
I didn't answer.
I'll admit I felt kinda stupid, and I kept thinking "how do I know?"
Haha and it's still on my mind.
I've never done any if it, never had the chance to fulfill any of my sometimes slightly twisted fantasies. How do I know that I'd like it when I do get the chance to?
Maybe it's stupid, but with all that's going on I'm really starting to doubt everything.
