Life of a cum slave.

    After a while I pulled myself together and forced my emotions to a place deep inside myself. The sobs and tears slowly faded and I tried to mentally prepare myself for the coming days. I remained in the down dog position with the leash held in my mouth for my temporary masters convenience. It was a very long time before I felt the car make any stops. I decided to behave as a perfect slave. Fear, like punishment, is a great slave motivational tool!! I felt the car take a right turn very slowly and stop. I heard a mechanical wherring sound that could only be a garage door closing. A moment later the trunk opened. "Out slave and kneel". I did as told and saw that I was in a very large garage. The bright light hurt my eyes as I looked at the floor and masters well polished shoes. The trunk slammed shut and he said "look at me slave" as he took the leash from my mouth. When I slowly looked up at my temporary master and I saw it was the same older man that had spoken to me at my sale. Now it's hard for a well trained slave to look into the eyes of a master as an overwhelming feeling of doing something wrong and the impending punishment that goes with it but I did and saw his bright blue eyes looking back at me. He was probably over 65, but fit. He was a smallesh man, completely unimposing. But he had something in his eyes that scared me. I won't call it evil, but something was there, or maybe more accurately, not there. I saw no compassion in those eyes. He carressed my face in the way one rubs a good pet dog. "Yes slave, very cute, you will do nicely". 

  "Yes master, thank you master." With that he turned and lead me inside the house. I was surprised when he stopped at the dinning room table and patted a spot." Bend over here slave" as he placed the leash back in my mouth. I stood up and lay bent over the polished gorgeous table with my hands behind my back, legs far apart. I held very still and waited for the pain. And a few moments later I was still waiting. I did not hear him walk off or even move for that matter. Still nothing, was he just standing there looking at me. Not sure why but this nonaction had the fear in my throat again. Then he said "hummm, stay right there slave" and I heard him move away by the sound of his shoes on the wooden floor. All was quite in the large room so after a while I peeked around to see where he had gone. Nothing. Just the lavish furniture and a naked slave boy with collar on and leash in my mouth. Thinking "ok, well this is different. Maybe it won't be so bad." Now as a reader of this blog you know that I don't sleep much with always being put away wet (by Madam) in some form of painful stress bondage. Would you believe that I fell asleep? Well I did. Not deep sleep as when my legs relaxed I woke up just in time to catch myself from slipping off the table onto the floor. But I was having a really hard time staying awake!! At some point master returned, silently I might add, and put on the table next to me a costume and said with a hard slap on my ass "put this on sissy boy." 

"Thank you master, yes master."

  ""Yes, well from now on you are to address me as My Lord slave."

   "Yes master...uh My Lord." I said as I stood up to put on what he layed out. He took the leash from my mouth and pulled out one of the chairs and turned it around and sat down to watch me still holding the leash. He had an elegance about him. Not quite in a girly way but in the way of someone who had been accustomed to the finer things his whole life. He sat with his legs crossed and hands in his lap, back straight, eyes on me. "That is a nice tight young ass slave. Does your Master fuck you?" 

 I answered "Yes master" as I put on the very short white minidress. It fit very tight and left nothing to the imagination. My large swollen man nipples stood out and made me feel self conscious. It's a strange way to feel dressed but I have grown use to being buck naked. I then tried to put on the red 6"+ high heels but they were much to small. With no small effort I got them on and the pain in my feet started right away. I picked up the huge hoop earrings he laid out and not knowing what to do I asked "mas.,..uh My Lord may I speak freely?" 

  With a slight nod he said "yes sissy boy (reader please know that he used a f word here that I won't use) ask".

  "My Lord I don't have periced ears". 

    "No matter sissy boy, put on the ear rings!". 

     Now I wanted, needed, to do as ordered but in my confusion I said "I don't understand My Lord." 

   With a long sigh and disappointed look he told me "make holes slave".

   "Yes My Lord" and I put one of the rings on the table and took off the back of the other, held my ear with the fingers of my left hand and tried to push the stem through. Now let me tell you this takes a huge amount of pressure to push a dull earring stud through the ear lobe but after a moment it popped through. It hurt too, but as you know that is a turn on for me. As I started to do the other ear I felt drops of blood dripping on my shoulder. With both earrings on My Lord said "well done boy, now shake your head." I did as told but he looked down for a second and when he looked back up at me he said "Now now slave, you can do that in a more ah...feminine and slutty way. Do it again." 

   So I did. This time I tilted my head back a little, opened my mouth just a little and let my tounge lick my upper lip. "Hmmm, not bad, but the effect will be better after the makeup artist teaches you how to apply makeup." 

   Standing in front of him in the ultra short and tight hot mini and in painfully tight high heels, looking down at his feet I felt a strong need to please him. At this point I was feeling much better about the next few days under his control. But sometimes evil can mask it's self and fool everyone. It wasn't long before I was feeling the old fear and the need to escape to save my life!! 

 Things went on like this for a time. I was taken out of the dungeon in the morning to work in the great house and then was tortured ,used and whored out to Master and Madams friends and lovers at night. I was not allowed to cum for weeks at a time so when I was needed for their sexual gratification I was a freaky uninhibited beast willing to do anything they wanted and beg for more before I was put away like a sex toy that was finished with it's usefulness. My hands were always tied so I could not get myself off when I was alone at night. My balls had grown swollen and sore with unreleased cum. Master and Madam knew this and used the knowledge of my blue balls to torture me with cbt. The whipping, twisting and squeezing of my cum full balls was a big turn on for them. But the more torment they put me through the hotter I got!!. I begged to be let to cum but this begging only encouraged them to hurt and deny me more. On this night I was shut away in the dungeon strapped to a saw horse type apparatus. I was bent over the apparatus with my ankles chained to the saw horse legs which spread my legs apart. My wrists we're chained to the legs of the saw horse on the other side of the apparatus. I was as usual buck naked. With not cumming for so long I was rock hard. This was a normal night for me until the door of the dungeon oppend and the lights were turned on. I glanced up at the top of the stairs and saw Master coming down the stairs with a group of people following. Seeing my cruel master I quickly looked down at the floor so as to not anger him. I had found over the weeks that he was especially cruel. The group were talking and laughing as they all came down the dungeon stairs. I sensed that they were a bit tipsy and could smell the alcohol as they came down to stand in front of me in a semi circle. Masters deep voice cut through all the chatter as he said " ok ok now quite down, ok that's better. Well I called you here to bid on this new cumslave. As you know the bidding starts at 5. So who has $6000. Someone spoke and said that they wanted to see the slave in a more natural position. Mumbles of agreement went through the small crowd. "Ok no problem" master said as he moved to unshackle my legs and wrists. As trained I dropped to my knees in the hup position as soon as the last shackel was off my hands. Still looking down submissivly I knelt legs apart , ass up off my legs and hands together behind my head. Master told them to go ahead and inspect the merchandise. And they did. I felt hands all over my body checking for firmness, pinching my nipples hard, and even felt them check for the thightness of my man pussy. Many comments and approvals of my young tight body went around the dungeon. One older man even grabbed my chin and lifted my head so he could look into my face and eyes. I looked back into his eyes as he said "hummm, he's cute, I can bid $6500 as he smiled at me and roughly released my face.

Master said "ok, now do I hear 7?". Like a well trained slave I looked down at the man's feet as soon as I was released. 

  "Someone else in the back said "is this for a three day weekend or two?" 

   Master answered "well its a total ownership of the slave to be returned by midnight Sunday night. You can do with him as you like as long as he has no permanent scaring or injurys when returned to me.!" "Black eyes and bloody lips will be overlooked as long as he has no broken bones".

   A mumer went through the group. I was kinda shocked and more than a little bit scared of the thought of being whored out to who knows who. I knelt there as the final bids we're placed thinking that damn I never knew anyone would pay so much for just a few nights and days of my service. An agreement was reached and everyone started to file out of the dungeon. Just before Master followed them up the dungeon stairs he bent over and wispered in my ear "you better make him happy or when he returns you to me I'll string you up by your ankles and beat you till you bleed, understood slave?" 

Of course all I could say was "yes Master". He turned and walked away up the stairs and I knelt there waiting for what came next with more than a little fear.

 I knelt there for a long time before Madam came down to prepare me for my prostitution. She put on my neck a thick and very uncomfortable leather studed collar. It was so thick that I could not lower my head at all. She clipped to the collar a 6' chain leash. "Up slave" she said and I got to my feet as fast as I could and stood with my feet shoulder width apart and hands behind my head eyes down as I could not lower my head for the thick collar. She handed me a very small white lacy thong and said "put this on slave". I did as told and returned to the up slave position. I was surprised when she took the leash and walked me to the far corner of the dungeon. Not up the stairs as I had expected. She opened a small door that I never noticed before. She led me along a low passageway that slowly graded upward. The passage way switched back on it's self a few times before it ended with a small metal secure door. She stopped at the door and waited for a moment. She said to me in that moment "I'm going to miss you slave but just do as told and we will see each other again soon." I thought that maybe she was going to miss the days that she came down to the dungeon when Master was gone to torture me then let me suck her off. I knew that I would miss those days. With that thought I heard a metalic click in the metal door and it oppened with a rusty creak. Master stood on the other side of the door with my temporary owner. Madam handed my lease to Master, then left the way we had come. Master yanked on my leash hard and said "down dog!". I dropped to my all fours as commanded. Some small words were said between pimp and John as my leash was passed to my new temporary Master. He yanked on my leash with a sharp jurk and said "heel slave" as he walked deeper into the underground parking towards his luxury car as I tried to keep pace with him on my all fours. I focused on his left leg trying to keep up and anticipate  his leading me without ever going in front of masters left leg. He lead me to a parked Lincolin Town car and popped the trunk. He stood in front of the open trunk and ordered me to "mount up". I did as told and climbed into the cars huge trunk. I knelt in the trunk without any worries until he slammed the trunk closed and I was left in darkness again. Now I had grown used to the darkness from days in the dungeon but I still had a rush of panicked fear as the lid closed. I can't explain why this darkness was different. It was just a feeling that I would never be heard from again! Fear that I was a lost soul. I heard him get into the car and start driving. I knelt there in the trunk and days of pent up emotion slipped out. I cried like a little kid. I was scared. The man that bought me was not an imposing man but I sensed that he was going to hurt me bad. I'm not sure why I felt that way. A slaves 6th sense, a premonition, idk what. But I was right!! This man was very sadistic. How I escaped from him with only my life is another (blog) story!!

Hours later I was still kneeling in the downstairs bathroom in front of the toilet. Everything was quiet in the adjacent room for a long time now. I was hurting from staying on my knees for so long with only sneeking small movements and adjustments to try to relieve some of the pain. I wondered if I was forgotten about and doomed to be forced to kneel there all night. But I knew that where I was now was a thousand times less painful than being hung by my wrists down in the cold dark dungeon all night. I counted my blessings....so to speak. With no windows in the bathroom I had no idea if it was even still night. I started to nod off catching myself just before I fell to the cold tile floor. I have not slept in two days. Suddenly I heard Madams voice but could not make out the words. Just knowing that Madam was close I was suddenly wide awake and I immediately assumed a more ridgid and correct "hup" position! With my straightening of my back I felt the latest lash wounds on my back start to weep red again. Then Madam spoke to me from behind surprising me as I again, did not hear her come into the bathroom. I thought "man, when she is not in heels she is like a ninja!"

 She took my leash from my mouth and gave my neck a hard yank and said "heel!" And she turned and started walking away. Now I know what she expected of me so as fast as my painful and stiff body would let me I crawled on all fours trying to position myself on her left leg but never in front of her. She walked fast through the room into the hall as I did my best good dog bit trying to keep up. Madam led me into the kitchen and stopped in front of the celler (dungeon) door and barked the command "up slave!" I quickly popped up on my feet, feet spread  sholder width apart with my fingers laced together behind my neck, head bowed eyes submissivly on the floor. 

"Open the dungeon door and march down the stairs to your home worm". I did as told and when I came to the bottom of the stairs I assumed the upslave position waiting for her to follow and put me away for the night. She came down and walked right past me to the far wall with all sorts of cages, racks and some things I had no name for. She stopped at a small cage about 4'long , 3' wide and 3' high. She unclipped a pair of police issue handcuffs from a short chain hooked to the top of the cage about 3' back from the cage door. She turned to me and said "ok slave, let's see how comfortable I can make you tonight." In a stearn louder voice she barked the command "down dog!!"...and I dropped to my hands and knees. "Come" she barked and pointed at a spot to her left and in front of the cage door. As I started to crawl to her and assume the position where she pointed she said "quickly slave!" So I did my best gallop I could on all fours! I stopped in front and on her left side and popped into the "hup"!!!

  She looked at me and gently carressed my face as she walked around me to my back side. She bent over a little bit to examine the whip lashes on my back from the last two days of my first submission. She trailed her fingers down my back to touch each wound. "Hmmmm slave. We have been to easy on you." As she traced a line down my back touching each whip lash mark with her finger." " We will have to do something about that my cum slave. No more kid's gloves for you slave"! She wispered in my ear. 

  "Yes Madam" I said as a shiver ran down my spine at the thought of more brutal treatment. 

   With that she stood up straight and in a fast practiced move snapped the cuff on my left wrist.     " Put em behind your back worm". As I put both hands behind my back she cuffed the other cuff to my right wrist so tight it hurt. Then she bent over and grabbed my nuts in her hand from behind and squeezed till I moaned enough for her satisfaction. I felt something cold wrap around my nuts and pulled tight with a hard yank! Omg it was so tight I felt waves of nausea in the pit of my stomach!" Another squeeze and a hard twist of my chained balls had me moan something like "ahhh Madam please have mercy" as my forehead smacked the stone floor.!!! 

She said "mummm humm" as she released my balls and stood up still holding the chain hooked to my balls. I felt tears running down my cheeks as I whimpered kneeling on her dungeon floor. Turn around slave and back into the cage" I had to drop my head and back parallel to the floor to fit in the 3' high cage. She said "all the way in". I truly did not believe I could fit in the small cage but as I scooted backwards into the dog cage I felt her reach in from the top of the cage and grab the chain that was chained to the my balls!! She pulled my balls back and up to the top of the cage so tight that I had to lift my knees off of the cage bottom. Then she hooked the chain into a clip hooked to the top of the cage for that reason. I yelled as I felt my balls streach painfully! Omg, I was now hanging from my balls with my knees inches from the bottom of the cage!! My mind was freaking out as I realized that she ment to leave me this way all night!! I could not help but beg her to have mercy on me. But my begging and pleading fell on deaf ears. I heard myself saying "madaM please don't leave me hanging here like this, please...."!! I was squirming in pain but all she did was laugh at me. I even went as far as saying things like "ok ok now this is too much, let me out , this ain't right"! All she did was make things worse for me by reaching in through the top of the cage to grab my hands cuffed behind my back and clip my hands to the top of the cage! Well that made me shut up and stop squirming as the pain in my shoulders was terrible. She said "are you comfortable slave , ha ha, maybe not"! With that she slammed the cage door shut and put a padlock on it. Omg my forehead was pressed on the cage floor, my arms were cuffed behind my back and clipped to the top of the cage twisting my shoulders painfully!! My knees almost in my armpits and inches off the cage floor held up by my streached nuts!! All I could do was use my feet and legs muscles to push my knees off the cage floor and raise my  ass high enough to releave some pressure on my balls!!!! The cage was so small I could not even straighten out my neck as my head was pushed into the cage door!! A wave of panic washed over me and I started to freak out!!!! I heard myself screaming things like " let me out ....you can't do this to me... Come on now bitch let me out!!!!! All she said was, " oh my slave, you will pay dearly for the b word slave. But that's for tomorrow. Enjoy my slave, sleep well!" With that she turned and left me alone with my pain and panic!

 I was still in a wild panic as she turned and walked away and up the dungeon stairs and turned out the lights. I was thrashing around in the bound position I was in and screaming things I don't remember now. I think that I blacked out as the next thing I remember is a white hot blade of pain pulling me from a far away fog!! I slowly became aware of my situation and the wave of panic and pain washed over me again!!! I'm not sure how many times I woke up to hearing myself screeming from the firery hell of pain i was in and then slipping away again on a wave of panic but at some point I woke up into the hell with a new calm. My screams had left me voiceless and the futility of my struggle was just causing me more pain. I came to with a new mind set. I realised that I had no control over my flesh. I knew in the deepest parts of myself, that my flesh was not my own! I was aware of the transistion  from a soul of free willed thought 'choosing' to be someone's slave too a true and real slave with out any free will!! At that moment I was aware of the shift in my own soul. A shift that I may never be able to put into words! A shift from a soul choosing to submit to a soul that could do nothing else but submit💓.  A soul that had a need for the submission. Without the firm hand guiding my submission I would be like a small sail boat caught in a tempest on an angry and endless dark sea! The only guiding light cutting through the dark and stormy sea was my tormenters. 🛐  Now I am aware of the fact that I was not allowed to eat or sleep for 48 hours or more and all of the things that can happen to a rational mind under those circumstances, but I truly believe that in that moment I had an epiphany. But it was deeper than that. It was like I finally knew who I was!!!!!!!💓💓🔒🛐🔒😘💓💓 I was ......for the lack of a better word...SUBMISSIVE!. It was not a choice anymore. I JUST WAS their slave. My flesh was theirs to do with as they pleased!!!! With this thought I realized the reason for my hard cock in suck cruelly painful moments, I needed to suffer under the torment of a master.....it's just what I am!!💓💓💓😘 Again, thank you Madam and Master!💓

  After Madam ate her breakfast she walked away without a word or even a look at me. I was still kneeling on the left side of her chair and I did not know what to do. Should I take the initiative and clean up the kitchen and breakfast nook? Should I just stay where I was and wait for orders? Either way I open up myself to her cruel discipline. In the end I stayed where I was kneeling in the "kneel" position with head bowed, knees wide apart, hands in my lap and the leash in my mouth like a well trained dog. Well to tell how long I knelt there, I really don't know. Hours at least. By the time Madam came back to the breakfast nook I was very stiff and my feet and knees hurting very much. She was fully dressed and stopped next to me and lifted my chin up gently to look into my eyes. "Nicely done cumboy. You really adjust fast. I was hoping that you had done something of your own free will so I could enjoy punishing you some more. It is very important for you to know that you have NO FREEWILL! You are to do nothing or say nothing till told what to do or say!" 

  "Yes Madam".

   "Now your task master will be here in a few minutes so stay here and wait for her. You will respond to her as Mam or Mis. Know that she Is going to work you hard. You will submit to her in the same way you do too Master and I. But both of you will be punished brutally if you and her have any kind of sexual  gratification together or even by yourselves. Your flesh is not yours slave, it is ours to do with as we please. Master has some cruel chastity rigs for you and her so dont make me use them! Oh, we will be watching you two on the video feed. Master has every inch of his castle covered by cameras!"

  "Yes Madam". And with a stearn look she turned and left. I knelt there for some time when my task master finally showed up. She stepped in front of me. I was stunned. She was as young as me with a tight fitting mini french maid outfit complete with garter belt stockings and wicked high heels!. Omg she was stunning as I slowly looked up at her tight body. She just stood there with a hip cocked to her left and legs wide apart. My eyes continued to look up her body and I saw that she was a blond with a gorgeous face and pouty lips done in bright blue lip gloss. She smiled down at me and did a quick twirl and spun around. Omg she was hot!! But as I thought this thought she asked me "you like?" I was entranced and said "yes mam". At that exact moment that the words came out my mouth she back hand slapped me across the right of my face so hard she knocked the leash out of my mouth! Before I could recover from the slap she grabbed a big handful of my hair and yanked my head back around to face her. My mouth was open in shock and I tasted blood in my mouth. She bent over with her face close to mine and said in a seductive voice "never look at me slave.. ever!" With that she pursed her lips and blew me a little kiss. Well to say the least I was in a bit of shock as she roughly let go of my hair and put me to work. She worked the shit out of me for hours as she lounged around the huge house teasing me with her every move and making me work my fingers to the Bone! After hours of her phsycological and physical abuse and with my working to clean the house in the most humilaiting ways Master and Madam came home from where ever Masters and Madams go during the day. The moment she heard them come in the door she said to me "hup slave" and ii quickly assumed the position kneeling with knees apart, ass off my legs , hands behind my neck and head bowed submissivly right in the middle of cleaning one of the downstairs toilets. I had the toilet brush still in my right hand behind my head. Mam made an unhappy noise and snached the toilet brush out of my hand and shoved the handle in my mouth with "slave always hold things in your mouth, your hands must be empty in the "hup" position". I mumbled around the brush handle "yes mam, thank you mam". With that she went to greet the rulers of the house. I heard them talking and was shocked to hear my task master submissivly respond to them. I was left in the bathroom that night as I listened to Master and Madam take there fill of Mam's flesh. I heard her beg for mercy when they punished her and moan in extasy as they used her sexually. Oh God I wish I was able to see them torture and sexually use the hot young lady that tormented and worked me so hard that day. But it was not too be. I was just a toilet slave for them that night. And I knew thats all i was when Master came to use the bathroom I still kneeling in the hup position when he came in. He was in a long silk robe, open so I could see his huge manhood hanging semihard and dripping wet from his night of sex with Madam and mam. He saw me and said "ah...slave boy, i wondered what they did with you. Well good I need a good doggy bath from my toilet slave." With that he sat on the sparkling clean toilet and took the brush out of my mouth. "Well you won't need this brush right now will you boy?"

   "No Master"

 He grunted and leaned back on the throne and presented his cum soaked cock and balls to me with his legs spread wide to allow me easy access. "Well cum slave, crawl over here and lick me clean". I dropped out of the "hup" position and on all fours crawled between his legs with my head very close to the bathroom floor. I started to lick his feet senually and slowly as I licked up one of his legs he lifted the other leg and propped his foot on my back like I was a human ottoman. I kissed and licked my way up his hairy museled thigh and I could smell the sex of whoever he was fucking just a moment ago. The smell of his man cum mixed with the smell of pussy cum got me so hot I noticed that I was painfully hard again. I thought that I would go crazy if I was not allowed to cum soon! Master moaned and grabbed a handful of my hair and pushed my face down on his balls. I sucked and licked them clean. Then he shifted his hips and pushed my face down lower! I had my mouth and tounge in his wet asshole as I licked and sucked all of the sex jucies out of his ass crack and ass hole! Now you already know how being forced to kiss and lick ass gets me hot. So as I licked his ass and back up to his balls I noticed that Master was hard! I licked my way to the base of the huge master cock and wrapped my tounge around the hard flesh. "Mmmmm that's it cum slave, tell master how much you want to suck his cock!" 

" Oh master please let your cum slave suck your gorgeous hard cock!" 

  Master chuckled and pull my face away from his cock with a hand full of my hair. 

  "Ok cum boy, I'll let you suck me off but when I tell you that I'm cumming you are to look into my eyes as I cum into your mouth and on your face, got it slave?" 

 " Oh yes Master, thank you Master"!

    With that he turned my hair loose and said, "ok cum boy, let's see what you can do." 

    I dove in and licked up the shaft of the hard member, when I got to his purple cock head I lifted up my head so I could take him in my mouth. I wrapped my lipps around his hard dick and pushed my head down as far as it would go, all the while working my tounge fast back and forth on the senststive under side of the hot cock. He was in my throat and I was gaging on him when i was only 3/4ths of the way down his shaft. But he grabbed the back of my head and shoved his hot cock balls deep down my throat! I mean balls deep too with my chin resting on his huge balls!! I was gagging and could not breath but I did not pull away from master. He moaned and started fucking....no not fucking my face....he was raping my face!! In and out he told me "keep that tounge working on me slave I'm close!"! Now I tried to answer in the way I was trained but....well you already know that all I could do was gag!!! My hands were cupping his balls and squeezing his hot ass as he raped my throat!! Oh God I was so hot and hard but I dare not touch my cock as i knew the pain of his claw tipped cat-o-nine tales!! I knew that he owned my flesh and he would do to my flesh as he wished! At that moment he told me to "look in my eyes now slave im cumming"! he came and I felt his cum hit the back of my throat as he looked deep into my eyes "aawwwww yes cumboy!" 

 I was crazy hot and I dropped my right hand down to my hard slave dick and started to jack myself off as he came down my throat!!! But I heard Madam say "dont you do it slave"! As pain of a whip lash bit  into my back she said "get your hand off our cock slave!!" And i did as told as I mumbled around the hard cumming cock in my throat "yes Madam, thank you Madam"!! I was surprised that she was there as I did not hear her come into the bathroom. Well Master finished his last spazems of cumming in my throat then he pushed my face away and his hard wet cock popped out my mouth with a wet sucking sound as I fell back on my knees sucking in air in big gulps. Madam, standing behind me grabbed a handful of my hair and pull my head back to look into my eyes and said "well my cock sucking slave, tell Madam how much you love to suck cock"! 

   I answered "I love to suck cock and eat Masters cum Madam!" She laughed and roughly pushed my head away.. well the rest of the night was spent on my knees as there toilet slave cleaning up anyone who needed cleaning and being used by any one who wanted to use me. I must say that it was one of the hottest nights of my life......and I was never allowed to cum!!!!!!?

  Well there I was suffering on the stone cross of masters stone dungeon wall as Madam approached me from the dungeons only entrance a level above me. Her high heels clicking on the stone dungeon floor as I peeked at her from my submissive position with head bowed and was knocked out by her gorgeous thick legs in black stockings and 6" high heels! I dare not let her see me look at her but I was not able to stop myself! Her simple but seductive negligee was only topped by her awesome slutty make up! The eye shadow was a dark blue with black eye liner and was applied as if by a prostitute looking for a trick. Her thick lips were done with a dark red and with ample lip gloss. She was stunning and my now rock hard cock agreed!! 

  She stopped in front of me with her legs spread and an evil smile on her face. "Did you enjoy your night slave?"

   "Yes Madam. Thank you Madam."

   " Well then let's make you...ah..uncomfortable then slave!"  With that she turned and strutted to the wall with the various whipps and chains on it. She selected, for her amusement, a 4' long split tip bull whip and a pair of metal clamps that I wondered what she would do with. I found out soon enough as she placed the clamps on the very tips of my nipples!! Omg...I had no idea how painful it would be as I've never felt a pain like that before!! It seemed like the pain went straight to my cock and was a turn on even though I yelped in pain like a puppy!! Of course I said "thank you Madam" after I caught my breath!! The pain even eclipsed the pain of the torture of being suspended for hours from my wrists!! "Oh God Madam....it hurts!"

    "Yes slave, it's supposed too!" she said with a sadistic laugh. She stepped back and popped the bull whip inches from my face. Then she swung the whip with accuracy that only years of practice could provide. The tip, and only the split snake tounge tip, bit into my upper thigh, the inside of the thigh where it hurt the most!! I just about jumped out of my skin as the pain rushed from the inside of my thigh up my spine and registered in my brain! Now please know that this process takes a split second but that split second lasted like long minutes to me!! She was patient and waited for me to suffer from the effects of the whip lash to it's fullest, patiently waiting for my response!¡! After what was an eternity to me, I came to my wits and said "thank you Madam" in a breathless voice!! 

  ""Mmmmm  my slave, that is not enough. From now on you will always beg for another lash after each one." With that she raised her bull whip again and put a double tipped whip bite on my other thigh. The split tipped bull whip bit into my outer right thigh with it's bloody fanges! I screamd out in pain and jumped enough to cause so much pain in my shoulders and wrists that I, soon after, made a decision to not move so much as I was causing pain to myself!. Before I could say anything the whip whished through the air and struck my young tight belly just above my still hard cock!! "AHHHHHH Madam please......ahh ... thank you Madam, may I have another?.."!!

   "Ha!! Well done my little worm! I may keep you around for awhile!"

   I didn't jump as much that time but it took an amazing amount of....control to stay still in the face of such cruel punishment. She popped the whip close to me and I controlled my self and was as still as a stone.

  "Ah, my peice of meat, I see you learn fast, a slaves control to stay still under my whiplash is the hardest thing to learn. Master will be pleased". She went on to whip the front of my body uncounted times as I tried to remain still and remembered to say the appropriate responses. I was breathing hard from the work out but when she finally stopped I had already started to beg for mercy!! Forgotten was the trained response, all I could say was "omg Madam please have mercy, please....pl please its too much...mercy..." so she stopped and waited for me to thank her for my torture... After only a few deep breaths, I said "thank you Madam, please...no more". With that she used only 4 or 5 lashes too my chest to knock the nipple clamps off my nipples, omg the pain was more than I could take as I fell limp in my shackles! I had to look at my nipples to see that they were still there!! They were still there... I thought that might not be a good thing as they were open to much more torture in the future!

   Satisfied with my suffering she responded "ha, ok slave, I'm done with you for now so....hmm.. how are you at cooking breakfast? I've worked up quite an appetite." 

  All I could do was moan in response as she pushed the small stool under my feet. I quickly stood on the stool to relieve the pain in my shoulders and wrists. I moaned as my legs were too weak to support myself and it took a minute to get to the standing position so she could unchain my wrists. As she unchained my frist wrist my arm fell limp and useless to my side. To my surprise the pain in my arms and shoulders was suddenly worse with the rush of blood into the joints!! I moaned as she released my right arm only to make me suffer more! I dropped to my knees off the stool  and started to worship Madams shoes and calfs with my mouth as I said      " thank you Madam"...."please may I have some more"!.  She laughed and turned on her heel and walked to the wall with the colection is torture devices. She grab off the wall a leash with a very thick leather collar. She strutted back to me and put the collar around my neck and snapped the leash on. "Come slave" as she turned to walk me like a dog up the dungeon stairs and into the kitchen. I guess you know that I cooked her the most incredible breakfast that morning and presented it to her on my knees with head bowed as taught!! I knelt there as she ate and waited very willinglly for her next orders and any sick desires!! I did not even think about how hungry I was. My needs were not the point and at that moment....I got that as I noticed that my cock was still painfully hard!! Omg, thank you Madam!!!

I was chained to the cold stone wall of Masters dungeon. My hands chained at the wrist with metal manacles that looked to be ancient. The thick metal bands were digging into my wrist and hands. It was so painful at first but the real pain was to come later in the night and morning. I could at least touch the stone floor with my toes and push my self up a little to take a bit of pressure off my hands and wrist. After a while of standing on tip toes my calfs started to cramp and I was forced to let my legs relax and suffer the pain in my wrists as I hung limp to let my legs recover. After a bit I stood back on tip toes and releave the  pain a little in my wrists! And this is how the next few hours went. Of course I was totally unprepared for the pain to come in my shoulders. Omg my shoulders we're on fire! And I had long since wore out my legs so I could not use them to releave the pain in my shoulders!! Time seemed to stand still as I suffered on the wall. I'm sure I blacked out a few times but in the pitch black of the dungeon ,who knows? And each time I woke up to the pain and misery. I cried, I screemed for help, I even prayed for relief and then finally I prayed for sweet death. The muscles in my legs were jelly so all I could do in the end was hang there and suffer and think of Madams last words. "Enjoy cum slave, good night." 

   By the time that Madam found her way down to the dungeon the next morning I was delirious and hallucinating! I was in a huge pit of firey hell. My hands were blue and swollen. My elbows were screaming in pain. My shoulders were probably disjointed and stretching the rotercuff ligaments painfully as I was almost flat-footed on the stone floor by then!! Madam opened the dungeon door a story above my head, the light was so bright that it was like looking into the sun! I saw a silhouette of Madam for a brief moment before I had to look away. I looked at the stone floor as I was trained to do, and a shiver ran down my spine, not only from the cold damp basement but also from the sight of Madam. As I listened to her high heels clicking on the stone floor I had mixed emotions. On the one hand I felt a surge of fear for what I knew was going to happen to me and second a sense of relief that my suffering might come to an end although probably briefly. The thing that was the most revealing to me was that my cock, that had almost retreated inside of me during the night, was rock hard the moment I laid eyes on my torturer and Madam. I knew that i would suffer through anything that my hot Madam desired just to be allowed to lick and suck her off and swollow her pissy cum!!!👸🔒🛐🔒💓.   Thank you Madam indeed!!!

  The next day was the beginning of my submission for the next few years. In the next chapter I will try to describe all of the pain and suffering and the occasional incredible release of cum that happens when we are denied pleasure for such a long time. I think that I was only allowed to cum maybe 6 or 7 times while I was there cumslave but omg the release was a so incredible I must say I would do it all again. I would even have been there cumslave forever if they had wanted me. But they eventually found a younger and hotter slave and I was escorted out of the house one day with only a pink pair of panties on. No shoes, no I.D., no money...ect. but how I servived the time after is another story.

Ok there I was with a rock hard cock and cleaning masters cock and balls, when I was given the " ok slave I'm done" I slowly and as sensually as I could crawled over between Madams spread gorgeous legs. I had the good sense to start by licking her slut high heels with my mouth and tounge first. Making sure that I lifted each foot just high enough so Madam could easily watch my humilaiting licking of her shoes.  I started on the bottom of the toe of the shoe and worked my way, not too fast, to the 6" heel. I licked up one side of the spiked heel and down the other. Then I took the heel between my lips and did my best heel blow job I could give! She sexually moaned and said "ah yes slave, you might be a keeper. Now slave look at me and smile for the camera!" I let the shoe heel slip out of my mouth as I looked up at her. She frowned and said "now why would I want a picture of your face unless you have something in your mouth. No one wants to see you cum slave. Suck my shoe and look at the camera, but let me see some tounge!"as I was posing for her pictures I heard Master say "well Madam, I'm done for the night. I suspect that you can show our new slave his accommodations for the rest of...well till I am done with him!! Night my love."

   She answered with a well worn "night my lord". After a few moments and seeing that we were alone she sat up and roughly grabbed my hair and pulled my head up so she could look in my eyes. My mouth was still open with tounge out at the surprise move. "Shut your mouth slave." I did as told. Wow slave you do have some nice big brown eyes, now I'm going to let you suck me off but not a word to master. If you tell him you got me off without him here, ...well just remembered that I'll be home all day, every day to make sure you suffer for selling me out! Got it boy?" I thought that a small secret from master would be harmless and I really wanted to lick and suck her off again! So i nodded my head in acceptance. 

 "Dont worry about the shoes, get that tounge and those hot slave lipps on my clit!!" So I did what any young man whould do and I dove in to her hot and dripping pussy and did my best as an untrained slave could do. After a moment she pushed my face down and off her clit and quitely said "lick my asshole slave"! She worked her clit with her fingers and shifted her position so I could get my tounge on her asshole. I've never licked an asshole before but by the way she came and pissed her hot cum (and masters i tasted) all over my face and mouth better believe I was a life long asshole licker from that moment on!!! She came and it was like a hot water balloon filled with her cum and piss, popping all over my face. And I mean popped!!! She cillapsed into the sofa as I went about licking Madam clean. After a while she told me "hup slave" and I quickly assumed that position a few feet back from her, head bowed and looking only at her shoes. 

   Whew slave boy, that was ok. I thought ok? But quickly pushed the thought from my mind. She then led me to my home so to speak, for the next 3 years of my life. She led me down a set of stairs into the "dungeon". It was full of all types of racks and torture devices. I mean it had racks to tie a slave to, hard points for suspension, and some things I had no idea how they worked. On the wall of the stone dungeon we're all manner of whipps, chains, clamps, manicals! She had me stand up against a stone wall on a small stool. She chained each wrist to a long chain ancered at least 4' above my head and about 5' apart. It was not too bad.... until she kicked the stool from under my feet. AHHHHHH now that shit hurt but over the night I was in more pain than I knew existed!! She stepped back to admire her work and said, "enjoy cum slave. Good night!

   I answered with a strained "Thank you Madam."

   But I got a little ahead of myself. I want to tell you of my first encounter with Master in detail.  

  So there I was kneeling before Madam when my worst (best) nightmare walked up behind me carrying a cat o nine tales tipped with metal cat claws! He was a large man with the cock to match. After he wispered in my ear the words I have already told you , he walked around me judging my body to see if I was hot enough for his flog. 

  "Hmm, nice young bit of flesh my wife. It's seems that you have picked well." 

   "I do my best master". His wife and my Madam said.

  Master responded with "nice young round ass, tight and flat belly, nice lips, and nice big nipples to hurt slave with!"  He was behind me at that moment and he reached down and rammed a finger deep in my ass hole! I moaned a bit and he said "ah, and a virgin too!! Very nice my love"!

  Madam answered with "yes my Lord". Maybe we should be gentle with such a young slave?!" 

  Master laughed at this comment and as I was looking at Madams face I saw the sarcasm on her face and lips. 

  Master said "or not".

   That's when the fun really stared. He grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled my head back to look into my eyes. He said "open your mouth slave". 

I did as told still looking into masters grey eyes. 

  " Stick out your slave tounge cum slave". 

  I did as told though I felt like I was passing a point of no return. But this had me so fucking hot and hard I would have begged him to do to me as he chooses!. 

He spit a long and streched string of burbon and cigar tasting spit right onto my tounge! 

   Madam said "I would not close my mouth until told to slave."

  But I had already pulled his tasty master spit into my mouth and was in the process of saying "thank you master" when masters wicked metal tipped cat o nine tales bit into my right thigh!! As I yelped in pain I heard master say "you should wait for me to do anything, including closing your mouth slave!" 

  I mumbled out "yes master" between sobs of pain.

  He roughly released my hair and pushed my face to the ground. As I recovered and sat back up in the hup position I noticed that I had 4 deep gouges in my right thigh that were bleeding just enough to put the fear of Master in my mind and heart! He had walked around to my front and I whimpered a little as I looked into his eyes for some Mercy but I only got...."now you know that you are never allowed to look at our faces unless ordered too right?"

 I mumbled "yes master" as I looked at the carpet,  he continued "now slave how many lashes do you think are appropriate for this infraction? Hum?" 

As I was trying to think of an answer he said "well I'll be easy on you as you are so young and tender. Ok, let's see..,.... How about 5 on the legs hmm"? 

  I quitly answered "yes master". 

  He said " ok my young peice on meat, stand up with legs spread wide and bend over and cross your arms behind your back slave".

 I did as told but I could not resist saying, "please master have mercy on me....please master" but with my eyes looking at only the rug between my feet. 

   Madam got off the sofa and moved to my left and said "oh shit, I've got to see this up close"!

 Master moved a little behind me so to make sure that only the metal tips if his flog would bite into my slave flesh. With out warning I heard the wicked cat o nine tales whissle through the air and I felt the bite it took out of my right thigh!!! I fell to my knees and yelped loudly followed by my whimpering and begging for mercy!! It hurt more than anything I had ever felt and I was bleeding from many spots on my right thigh. As i writhed in pain I heard Madam say "if you know what is good for you slave, you should assume the position master asked of you . He will add 5 or 10 more lashes if you don't move now slave!"

   That got my attention and with the fear of 10 more lashes added to my total , I popped up and did as told. With blood dripping down my leg I spread my legs and bent over as told before. In the next moment I felt a similar pain on my left leg!! Though I dropped to my knees this time too, I quickly popped back up and presented my ass and legs for master to do with as he will. I said "thank you master" after each lash but I could not stop from collapsing to my knees after each lash!!

 After he was done disciplining me he walked to the sofa and sat down to watch me slowly come to my feet again in the position he ordered. Legs spread and my face as close to the carpet as possible. As he watched, madam opened a bottle of alcohol and poured the rubbing alcohol on my bleeding legs! I again dropped to my knees and let out a screen!! Madam said "we must fight infection slave" with an evil smile. Through the pain I still found a way to assume the position!! And there is where I stayed for a long time as master and madam got it on on the sofa!! My legs and back was screaming in pain but I did not dare to move a bit out of the position!! They pleasurered each other until master finished with a loud groan and collapsed on the sofa beside his wife.

 So there I was , legs apart and bent over in much pain when he gave me the last order of the night.

 He said "now cum slave, you will learn why we call you that, crawl over to us and start cleaning us up with your mouth and tongue. Start with me and lick my cock and balls clean her and my cum! then suck my cum out of Madam but be aware that Madam will need to piss all my cum into your mouth, and also know that you will lick every drop you miss off my sofa." 

  This order got me so hot that I could not say "yes master" and crawl to him fast enough!! As I was sucking and licking masters balls clean I thought for the first time that I was a very lucky young man!!!!

Thank you master!

Well I was kneeling before the hottest Misstress I could imagine. And I have felt her whiplash! I was in the"hup" position , with my hands behind my head and my knees spread apart with my ass up off my legs! Misteess has let me feel the bite of her whip.i was stripped down to my birthday suit and kneeling before mistress like a broken slave. And this is what I wanted to be. I did not want to feel mistress whip on my flesh again so I was really trying to do what Misstress wanted. I was kneeling there in the hup position with my hands behind my head and my knees spread apart with my ass up off my legs. This position is brutal and after a while is impossible to maintain. but I did maintain the hup position as Mistress relaxed on the sofa with the 4' bull whip. After a while Master came down the stairs. He was wearing a leather master harness. He was carrying a cat o nine tales with metal claw tips in his right hand! Seeing the metal tipped cat o nine tales he carried sent shivers of fear down my spine¡! I was kneeling in the hup position with my face facing Misstress pussy as she lounged on the couch.   Master walked up behind me and bent over to whisper in my ear. He said "now you will know pain my slave. Now you will know what submission means. I am going to hurt you till you thank me for your pain. I'm going to hurt you and you will beg for more! When I am done with you, you will thank me for tearing your man pussy open with my master cock. And you will thank Master for the pain.

    All I could say was "yes Master, thank you Master"!! 

    The next hour was the most painful things I ever had to endure. But believe me I thanked master for every inch of pain that he forced me to endure!. All I can say now is "thank you master".!

   My first submission happened so fast I never saw it cumming😉. I was a young man and all I wanted was to get to the concert to meet my friends. I had to work late so I was in a rush to get to the arena. I was riding the only transportation I had, a 750 four Honda, east bound to New Orleans on I 10. It was just twilight when my bike ran out of gas. I was stuck on I 10 in the desolate Atchafalaya basin, miles from any gas station. I started to walk Eastward and in a while a newer pick up truck pulled over and asked if I needed assistance. The couple in the truck seemed ok so I said yes and I climbed into the truck and sat between the couple. As we got back on the interstate I was shocked to feel her hands on my leg. I was wearing very short cut off blue jeans. I looked at her man but all I got was a smile from him. She started to kiss my neck and lick my right ear while she was grabbing on my now hard manhood in my shorts. I remember being worried about her man but when I looked at him again all I got was the shit eating grin and the words "no worries my friend, she is very friendly".! She unzipped my shorts and had me outside my shorts in a second. Then she started to go down on me. I nervously glanced at her man but he was still smiling. So I layed back to enjoy what all teenage boys dream of. I don't remember when he  pulled off I 10 and the next thing I remember is the truck turning into a driveway of a huge house. He pulled straight into the garage and before I new what was happening the garage door was coming down and I had the first feeling of being bound.!  But with the awesome head job she was giving me I did not care. I did not know it at the time but this was the moment I became the property of Master and Madam. I was happy to follow them into the house and we sat in the living room. After a while they got up and left me by myself on the couch. 20 minutes later she came back dressed in a leather corcet, fishnet stockings and a long bull whip in her hand. Omg ,the sight of her was enough to make me submit to anything she desired. She popped the whip and ordered me to strip and kneel on the floor in front of her. You have never seen a person strip and kneel so fast as I did that night!! I was so hot and horny that I would have done anything she wanted just to lick her high heels clean!! So there I was on my knees and about to desend into the deepest depths of submission. Believe me I was game to do anything she wanted. Looking at her she was a thick lady decked out in a leather under cut corset with garter belt attached to black fishnet stockings!!! The hottest thing was the black leather gloves that went all the way up to her elbows!! She said "you are our cum slave and you will do as told". After a moment of stunned silence she said "you will answer me slave with ' yes madam'! 

     I'm kinda dense so I said nothing and just stared at her. She made a quick flick of the whip and the tip of the 4' bull whip popped and bit me on the back even though I was facing her!. The lash was so painful that I doubled over with my forehead on the floor and i  yelped liked a kicked dog!! 

 She said "now slave, you are to thank Madam for any pain madam gives you"! 

   I was still in shock and dealing with the intense pain in my back so I said nothing like a fool!!! She flicked the whip again and I felt an explosion of pain on my back again!!! Through the fog of the pain I learned the lesson of submission and said "thank you Madam"!!

   "Ah....much better slave, you are not as dumb as you look."

    Madam moved behind me and said, "now slave you will learn the ''hup' position". When your masters say "hup" you are to kneel legs spread, ass up off your legs, and hands behind your neck fingers laced"!

   " Yes madam'"!

    "Ah, you do learn fast cum slave"! 

   With her behind me I could not see when the next whip lash was coming and this was torture in itself. But all she did was say my first command "hup slave".

   I imeadiatly popped up with a straight back, hands laced behind my head, knees apart and ass up off my legs!! 

   Madam said " very good slave"!. 

    Then I heard the whip crack above my head and in anticipation of the lash I jumped a few inches off the floor!!

    Ah slave, you will learn control and not move a muscle unless we tell you too!

  I answered "yes Madam"! 

 I didn't know it at the time but the next week was my training to be the perfect cum slave for an unusually cruel Madam! But what I did not know was that her husband was the Master of all in this house and he was going to to do things to me I never knew that I needed!!! All I can say today is "thank you Madam and Master, for showing me the path of pleasure and pain that I still follow today"!