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6 years ago. August 2, 2018 at 2:22β€―AM

   I followed master into his house struggling to not fall off the 6" high heels but the wine made me a little tipsy so I focused on putting one foot in front of the other in the most feminine and slutty walk I could muster. Walking through the kitchen I caught a glimpse of myself in the glass oven/range. Damn I thought, now that's hot, looking, walking and being the way master demanded, making me be something I am not! So hot walking with a hard on inside of the spiked cock cage , it hurt...bad! But as you know by now that just turned me on so much more!!! I followed master through the house and up to the second floor for the first time. I could feel the precum dripping down my thigh as I was so hot. Keep in mind I have not been allowed to cum for a long time, weeks at least. That was an eternity for such a young person to be sure. I followed master into the master (pun intended lol) bedroom and he paused and turned to me and pointed to a spot at the foot of the huge Paul Bunyan wooden four-poster bed. "Kneel slave" as he continued on to the large bath room. Of course I did as told, as hot as I was I knew that I would do anything master asked and beg for more!! Kneeling there with my eyes on the ground, hands in my lap, I waited for what would come. I even WANTED what would come, what ever it is he needed!!💓 Only a few minutes later he came back and stood in front of his willing slave in an open silk robe and comfortable shorts. The bulg was so obvious and I couldn't look away. "Now sissy boy you are going to earn every penny of the cost I payed for you...and some!"

   His tone was a bit different from earlier but I paid it no mind as all I could think of was submitting to his every sexual whim then eating his hot man cum!! He bent over and reached under the bed to pull out a heavy tow chain that seemed to be chained to the foot of the bed post right next to my knees. He wrapped the heavy tow chain around my neck and clicked the huge padlock through two of the chain links securing the heavy chain tight around my neck! He then walked into a huge walk in closet and when he returned he held a scary, large paddle and a bull whip which he put on the bed. The paddle seemed to be made out of a 2" by 6" with many holes in the shaved and sanded down business end of the wicked paddle!! It was huge and the old fear returned. The kind of fear that only a homeless runaway knows. The kind of fear that comes from living on the streets and having to do anything to survive, anything just to eat a few crumbs. And be thankful for the few crumbs after doing whatever sick and evil thing I had to do!! His eyes had that distant and empty look again as I peeked up at him from my kneeling submissive position. A fear that comes from knowing the evil that man can do to each other. He hefted the paddle in his hand as he looked down at me. "Ok sissy boy, lay accross the bed, pull up your dress. No, higher, all the way. The more flesh to play wirh boy!!." It was like a completely different person from earlier. I did as told as he moved to the side and got the best  range for using the paddle on me! "Please sir, have mercy!! Please I'll do anything just be merciful." I said as I lay across the bed looking back at him, dress pulled as high as the tight fabric would allow. 

  He caressed my upper thighs and ass with the wicked paddle and said "there will be no mercy for a peice of street trash like you! No one cares about you, no one will miss you." 

   Through the fog of the fear I missed the significance of the last bit of that comment but on some level i knew that I was in trouble here. Call it street smarts or whatever but my spidy sence was going crazy. A sudden feeling of the fight or flight response went down my spine and the flight part was not an option at this point!! He caressed my ass with the huge paddle, teasing me and not in a good way, when he said "slave do you know why my paddle has big sharp edged holes in it?? Hummm?" 

   I wimpered a bit but finally said "No master".

   "Well when the paddle is used properly and with enough force on the more fatty areas of your flesh, like your gorgeous ass,  it will raise big blisters on your flesh!!" 

    Moaning i said "oh master please, I'll do anything you want please have mercy."

    "Slave do you know why I have the bull whip?"

   "No master" I said tears flowing down my face.

    "Mmmmm, the whip is used on your ass to pop the blisters the paddle left. And that might take some time. Paddling till blistered and popping every blister with the bull whip is the first part of your transformation into the mindless submissive slave I want. A slave willing to die for it's master. And you will prove this willingness to die for me tonight, or you will die in your failure to submit to me. The ultimate submission!! Submitting your miserable useless life to me and dieing when and how I tell you to!!"

   With that I felt the paddle leave my ass and I braced for the impact!! Omg....I heard the load "crack" a split second before I felt the pain!!!  The pain was horrible, to say the least. it traveled through my nervous system from my ass to my brain in a nanosecond but to me it took forever as it kept building in intensity for what seemed like long seconds!! The pain took my breath away.  After a moment I gullped big breaths of air, then I heard a sound come from deep inside me. A sound like I've never made or heard before! A deep sound that I can only described as wailing!! I rolled on to my side and put both hands on my red hot ass. I could feel the first of many to come , 1/2" diameter blisters just starting to whelp up on my tortured flesh!! It was the most painful thing I had ever felt in my young life, and I was use to abuse, some of which turned me on!! But not this, this was brutal pain!! Pain that had hot tears flowing down my cheeks!! And sobs of begging for mercy from my lips!! The moment I could move again you better believe I was all asshole and elbows scrambling up onto and across to the other side of the huge bed!!! I was halfway out the bedroom door when the chain around my neck snapped tight and snached me back into hell!!! He just stood there watching my futile attempt at escape. "Now slave, assume the position again. And don't forget to thank master for your pain!!". I was on the floor on the other side of the big bed whimpering and crying. I looked at him over the bed and shook my head and said one word "PLEASE!". 

   "Come on sissy boy, come on this side of the bed and play with me." He said patting the bed on the side he was on. Again I begged him between deep sobs. He just waited and then yanked on the huge heavy chain "cum slave!!!" 

  Crazy thing is I did come, I crawled back across the bed to assume the position laying across the bed, ass open for him to do with as he wanted. "Now boy , you have no need to be scared, I won't hurt you like that again. But for your safety stay still a moment". And with that he grabbed the part of the cock cage connected to my nuts in his hand and squeezed and twisted them hard. My body came up off the bed to try to relive the pain but before i knew it he had a chain clipped to the steel ring around my balls!! He pulled the chain around my balls so tight and hard and upward I was on my toes trying to stop the pain that any man will tell you starts deep inside the lower belly, like someone is pulling out your guts through your ripped ball sack!! Ball pain is indescribable! It is pain felt deep inside the belly not just the pain in the balls themselves!!! Pain so bad you get nauseous, pain so bad it saps every ounce of your strength and will!! 

  Before I knew what he was doing, and still riding the wave of pain only a man can know, he had clipped the other end of the chain to the bed frame! So tight that I could not move an inch without fear of ripping my cum full balls from my body!!!!! ""Aaauhhhhh noooo please, please master"!! I knew that I had to stay as still as a stone as he did whatever he wanted to me, or my balls might get permanent damage!!!!?¡ As I thought this , pain exploded in my upper thighs as the wicked paddle came down on my flesh again!!!! Now knowing that you should stay still so that your chained balls don't cause you so much more pain, is easier said than done for sure!!! With that last paddle lash I still jumped which of course had my tied balls just about ripped off my body and make me a unic!!! I screamed and cried and begged and everything else only to be hit again and again with the paddle!!!! After a few more lashes of this little man's torture devices I learned to be as still as possible so as to not hurt myself even more by my chained balls!!!! 

  "Ah, well done boy. You have learned some controll. Do not move a muscle , no matter what I do to you!!"

I said between sobs and gasps for air "thank you master" as i rubbed my ruined flesh.   

"Now boy I'll give you one more chance to move your hands above your head. Next time you put them back there I'll break every bone in them with the paddle!" I immediately did as told and said "thank you master." 

 I passed out at some point only to wake up to more paddling and unbearable pain!!!!! I must have blacked out again as the next thing I remember is waking up to the pain in my lower body and my tormenter laying next to me looking into my eyes and carressing my face!! 

   "Ah slave, so beautiful. Well, I see you are awake now. No fun hurting you when you are asleep now is it boy?" I tried to speak as the pain came back to me and all I could do was sob heavy sobs, tears flowing down my face!!  He stood up over me, over his tortured slaves flesh, which I knew that he was not done with!! In my experience as a runaway I knew that the pain only stopped after master gets off!!! I knew that I had to find a way to turn him on so much he could not resist my mouth or man pussy!!! If I could just get him to put his cock inside of me I was sure I could make the hurting stop, I was sure I could make him cum!!!! I knew that getting his cock to squirt his man cum in my man pussy or in my face and in my mouth , might just save my life on this insane night!!!!?!?

subbot99​(masochist male){I am colla} - I lived through it. My past makes me who and what I am today. And I live me today. I'm a good and honest husband, a devoted father. I just like to be hurt during sex!! Good thing is my Madam)wife likes hurting me so win/win right? But know that I am good, no worries!πŸ˜ŽπŸ’“
6 years ago
subbot99​(masochist male){I am colla} - That was "I like me today"
6 years ago
Sybil - That was intense... Damn!!!!

Glad you are okay now!!!!
6 years ago
subbot99​(masochist male){I am colla} - Intense is how I need it! β›“πŸ”’πŸ›πŸ”’β›“
6 years ago
subbot99​(masochist male){I am colla} - Yes I'm fine. Know that I do embellish some on the level of torture. But even so, it was a brutal time in my life. It made me who I am today tho. And I like me now. So does my Madam/wifeπŸ˜ŽπŸ’˜ lol I think πŸ˜‹
6 years ago
Madam May - You better be good of cause I love you ❀ 🌹 you don't need to wonderβ€πŸ’•πŸ’žπŸ’‹
6 years ago
subbot99​(masochist male){I am colla} - Yes Madam my one and only love!! I am being good!πŸ˜‹ But not TOO good! I need to be punished severely Madam!! Thank you Madam! Please may I have another, harder please!! πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ˜ŽπŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ”’β›“πŸ›β›“πŸ”’βš±
6 years ago
Madam May - I will torture your cb tonight like you love lady's don't worry about what he went through it made him a great little cum slave πŸ’‹πŸ”β›“
6 years ago
subbot99​(masochist male){I am colla} - Only your little cum slave Madam May. My submissive mind lives in this body of flesh, but the flesh of this body is yours Madam May!β›“πŸ”’πŸ›πŸ”’β›“ Yours to do with as you will Madam!!! Please be cruel to your flesh Madam, so that my mind stays tormented and humiliated for your pleasure!! I live to beg Madam after each whip lash ; please may i have another?!!
6 years ago

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