over 5 years ago i stepped off a plane for the first time in my life in Vegas. and i had the time of my life. loved every inch of the place. and fell in love with every inch of Sir at first sight...and the same thing happened for Sir!!!! every inch of me...He was already a huge fan of Vegas.
my second night in vegas i knelt on the arms of a large chair facing the window and watched the lights of vegas as i received my first erotic spanking from Sir.
i woke this morning to the news of the horrific shooting and now i carry a rock in the pit of my stomach. no one has the right to do what this asshat has done. the weight of the dead, 50 funerals, all the agony, the costs and the use of resources every dime that will go into trying to give the survivors quality of life after this all rests upon the eternal soul of this one old man.
and lets be honest...i get it...some people lead shit lives but that is not society's responsibility. everyone is responsible for their own life. and get this ......everyone in every community and in society's as a whole....EVERYONE has a moral mandate NOT to take a life.
all these rifles this asshat had did not make him a righteous man. the way he used his rifles made him a sad excuse for human life. he had NO right to pull those triggers and aim at innocent people.
and the worst part now is i have a vacation planned for vegas in less than a month. i had planned on being on fremont street for halloween which is the anniversary of the day that nevada entered the union besides being halloween and my Sirs birthday is a couple days before that...and out of all the other women in the poly family.....i am the one spending His birthday with Him.
and i have a great halloween costume planned but now what if some other asshat is lurking that night? what if my costume brings unwanted attention? with Sir i now have a great life that i have worked my ass off getting. i divorced a drunk and paid my house off in 3 years. healed from a back injury. im job hunting in yes ....Vegas and now this crap.
everyone has every right to be able to peacefully gather and just in general walk down the street. we will prolly learn down the road that this dude could not get a ticket to the show and so decided to kill everyone instead. its always stupid shit that leads to innocent people getting murdered.
already questions are being asked ...how did this asshat get so many rifles into his hotel room. so will unusual shaped packages being taken into hotel rooms be scrutinized now? when i go to play with Sir later this month will His toy cases look suspicious to people?
im so sick and tired of unhappy people making life miserable for the rest of us. i go to work, pay my taxes, pay my bills and when i take a vacation i have a right to that vacation and i have a right not to get killed by some unhappy asshat.
and if we get judged when our time here is up. there is no punishment great enough for people who do these heinous acts. the weight of these tragedy falls upon the shoulders of the person committing the acts.
and the weight rests there for all eternity.....my advice is ..think twice and maybe a third time before you take a life.
