I'm so grateful for a kind, good, controlled Daddy!!!!!!
I feel empowered and liberated. I feel excited and in awe, of that liberated feeling. Having such a safe, sane Daddy to explore all of this with!!!!
I'm constantly discovering something new about myself and that just makes me want to get on my knees and do NOTHING but please this Man!!!
In the last week we've discovered and verified several things about me and I've been COMPLETELY at ease with all of it. Having someone that you've learned to trust completely makes all the difference!! I would not be doing this and fighting hard, if it were not for the fact that I trust him. He's shown me repeatedly that I can trust him.
We improvised last week and used what we had for a collar and leash ... Hence my slight obsession with collars this last week 😉 Five months ago when we started this relationship, I was flat out NO to the whole collar thing. But thru research and all of you AMAZINGS here on The Cage, I realized that it wasn't the collar I was opposed to. I do not like and will not tolerate being degraded or humiliated, taken advantage of or abused When I realized that the collar did not include that, just my trust and submission ... Collars became HOT!!!! I LOVED having our makeshift collar on!!!
I also LOVE "and really get off on being controlled!” Ohhhhh how right you are Daddy!!!!!
If you were to say that to ANY of my close friends or family, they would die laughing and tell anyone to "just go ahead and try that! She'll eat you for a snack and spit out your bones!!"
But ohhhhh how I love Daddy being in control ... I'm getting all wet and needy just thinking about it.
Last night annnnnd this morning, "apparently pain if a turn on too!!” To which his sound reply was "Apparently!"
I've always liked rough!! When they just get into that autopilot mode and it's just about the fucking and the good feeling for them. When the animal inside comes out and it's just raw pounding. G'd nothing gets me hotter!! Knowing that my body is providing that feeling, that opportunity!!
But when Daddy added a touch of pain ... I became a mewling greedy for it all "little bitch for him!!"
He's so good with me in all aspects of life. I love being in his capable hands and becoming more capable in myself. This is the missing element that I didn't know how to put into words. This is what EVERY other relationship has lacked.
I look forward to many more days and nights under your control. Endless days and nights of pleasing you!!
I loooooove you Daddy!!!!
