My love... I often wonder what it is that he sees in me. I don't think I'm all that good looking. I feel pretty average, if not a little less sometimes. I don't have an amazing career lined up, no degrees but tons of loan debt thanks to family screwing me over. I mess things up all the time between my forgetfulness and my anxiety. I'm overly emotional.
But... despite this, he chose /me/. Despite the fact that I wasnt an educated Dom already and he wasnt sure I ever would be, he chose /me/. Even though, as it stands right now he can't have the poly relationship his heart desires while still having me, he /still chooses me/. Even though I've hurt him numerous times, accidentally though that isnt necessarily better, he still /chooses me/.
He defends me when others question me and our relationship. He tells others off when they come onto him, or at least if they go too far with it, especially in front of me, because he knows how I feel about it. While I've been sick hes been going out of his say to crush up and hide Vitamin C in my tea because uncoated pills make me vomit so I cant take them any other way. He's more upset about me not getting off than I ever will be.
He loves me, deeper than anyone in this world ever could. I truly believe that.
Why?
Because he. Chooses. Me.
Out of all past partners, I'm the one he chose.
And I will choose him. Always. Forever.
And that makes me feel so blessed.