Figured I'd give a check in
Got away from my family last month ☑
Got to a shelter ☑
Got into their 90 day program ☑
Got a job ☑
Will work on income based housing applications next week ☑
.... But what do I do with my life?
I genuinely loved Chris and now it's like I wouldn't blink if he got hit by a car
I'm still a hopeless romantic but it has no where to go
I'm in this weird limbo where I'm fixing things but still having no idea what I'm supposed to do with my life
I devoted my life to Chris
Now there is no Chris
The life plan feels empty
I wanted to get married and have kids and grow old together
Now I'm just floating in existence and dunno what to do with it
Like ya I'm achieving stuff but it feels like I'm just going through the motions
My love is exhausted
My mind is exhausted
My romance is exhausted
My body is exhausted
I'm beyond burned out and been running on empty for over a year