It's an apartment that's 30℅ based income in a good / quiet neighborhood
I move out of the shelter this coming Tuesday
Been at the shelter over 80 days
Feels like it was 3 weeks
Feels like a fever dream I finally get to wake up from soon
Living with my abusive family for 6 months doesn't even feel like it ever took place
I'm already forgetting what they look like
I forgot what my ex looks like..
I'm still crying over the bs
But I'll have my own place soon
It'll be empty for a bit but I'll make it a home for me and myself
It's still a lonely feeling not having anyone with me
But I'll focus on me to the best of my abilities
I just, I really dunno what to do with my life now
I was gunna get married and have kids
That went down the drain
Now what?
I dunno..
It feels like I'm floating through life but I'll just take it one day at a time
Still crazy to think I survived this far let alone handled the shelter craziness