After a year, I'm back! I come bringing nothing but good news since I've been gone.
So I completely quit school, after some soul searching and a few helpful tips from my therapist. I decided that college just wasn't for me, it was suppperr stressful and took up way too much of my time.
I was missing out on family and friends, and time I could've spent with them. And it made me so sad, when I realized how much I was neglecting them.
My roommate was so sad, when I told her I wasn't coming back. She cried and said she'll miss me so much, but she's happy that I'm happy.
Her words made feel so loved, that we both sobbed on the floor for an hour like the babies we are.
Next, I got another job! I'm still at the same hospital, but now I'm a manager! My supervisor became impressed with my skill and determination, that he secretly put me in manager core.
Once I finish the training, he made me a manager of my department. Which was a huge pay raise, and way better hours!
I so nervous when he called me into his office, that I cried when he said my name. I'm surprised he kept a straight face, while talking to me.
And last but not least, I've moved back in with my mom. Which is a huge thing for me.
Me and her have never had a good relationship, she was toxic, controlling and abusive. But as she's gotten older, she becoming sick and tired.
My family had been trying for years, to convince me to erase the memories of her abusing me. Because she doesn't have long left, and it would be horrible to die thinking your children hate you.
So after some healing and more soul searching, I decided to learn to forgive and move forward.
My therapist suggested that if I was comfortable enough, that I should move in with her. But he was really supportive, if I didn't want to.
But I did, and I don't regret it. Because I'm finding closer in our past, while trying to write a new future with her in the plan.
So now that the storm is over, and it's calm for now. I've made my way back to the platforms I loved, but this time I'm coming back in full swing!
So thank you for reading this long story, and I hope you have a wonderful and positive day. 💕
-Night 🌙