1 year ago. April 15, 2023 at 4:22β―AM
The hardest part of being a woman who submits by choice is the need for emotional safety.
But what do you do when the dom who says he loved you ignores the rules agreed to, breaks trust, and enacts emotional violence that trigger the sexual trauma you have spent DECADES healing from.
Closed.
Like a mummy wrapped in dirty cloths that smell like his semen in my mouth.
Like cement forced down my throat and made to swallow.
Like love soured into apathy that the only recourse is God.
Closed.
Until God says otherwise, I shall remain closed.
