Perfect Princess Sub
One minute, I yearn to be a good Sub for my Master. I'll listen, get rewarded, and be showered with his love and affection. Send special picture to him, and being called a good girl. Honestly, I'll do whats told of me just to be told I'm doing good, or be how perfect I am to him. When I'm feeling like this, all I want is candy and make my Master happy.
Masochistic
Sometimes all I wish to feel is pain. Very much a masochist, and when I get into moods where all I want is pain, I mean just that. I don't want love or praise. I want to be put in my closet, lights off, having to sit there in darkness until I cant tell if time is even passing. I want to be tied up hard, rope hurting my skin while my Master plays with me angrily, and uses me mercilessly until I cry and cant take it. Be gagged by him until I drool all over myself, my makeup smeared by my tears I cried. I want his anger to be taken out on every inch of me. I'll instigate things just to get a bad punishment, urging him to make it worse.
Bratty
And then other times, my bratty side surfaces. I teasingly disobey him, sending him "I'm sorry" pictures of me pouting, wearing something I know he'd enjoy. I'll listen to what he says, adding a smart remark in, rolling my eyes oh so much. Pretending to not remember a rule, knowing I damn well did but enjoying how annoyed Master gets re-explaining it to me.
Balancing these out is enjoyable but sometimes hard to be honest. All three are very much me and make me the unique bratty Princess sub that I am. Sometimes one will out measure the other and become frustrating, but for the most part all three exist in harmony with one another.
My current mood is for sure Masochistic Brat LOL.
