I was on the phone with a friend last night after a really shitty night, we talked about how big the hook up culture is!
I think when you're in this world, you might not find yourself with these type of people so often cause when you want this lifestyle, you take your time to find the right person, but still the hook up culture is here.
I'm going through an amazing experience right now and I still find myself struggling with my self steeem. It's crazy how easy my mood can change when people talk to me about why I don't have a bf yet. It has a lot to do with the hook up culture, but also with the fact I found myself trying to be with a really toxic person just because they made me feel like I was worth it, like I deserved to be loved again and I felt like he would always fight for me/the relationship. I know it sounds good, but this person was also extremely jealous and dealing with scary stuff.
Wow! Wow! Wow! A younger version of myself would never believe I was so close to enter that type of relationship because of how messed up I am after my last two relationships. It is sooooo scary to see how easy it can happen, but at least I know I can't be in a relationship untill I learn to love myself, even when things get complicated.
