So as I sit and read some of the wonderful blogs on here. “By the way thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with all of us”. I was thinking how wonderful it is that I have found this site. I mean I may not blog everyday. I don’t always have something to say, or I don’t know how to put my feelings into words. But I can go on here and read others blogs and somehow they hit the just right button of how I am feeling. And the blogger puts it in just the right words. So then I got to thinking about a Facebook post that I posted a couple of years ago.
see I was cleaning out my Facebook and I was deleting people that don’t have anything to do with my life. They didn’t send prayers or just smiles or thumbs up on any of my posts. But then I got to thinking maybe it isn’t about me. Maybe it is about them. Maybe they need my smiley face or my thumbs up. Maybe they need my prayers. Maybe they are going though a bad time while I’m going through a bad time and they can’t handle it as well as I can. Maybe it’s not about me maybe it’s about giving to others. So I stopped and left everyone on there yup my whole 63 people.
then reading some of the blogs today “thank you by the way” I was reading about something’s that were very well written and it was just how I felt. Then reading the comments helped me see I am not alone. I am not weird. I am not crazy. I am not dumb. I am not the only one. I am always trying to make everyone else happy I work very hard on it and sometimes I get sad. I am always alone and I don’t really have any friends I have three and they are all out of state. My kids are all out of state. So I can’t just pick up the phone and call someone and say let’s do lunch or let’s go get pedicures. So I work and then I work a second job so I am not alone and feeling lonely. I have taken two days off to do something for myself and also get a good workout in. But anyway feeling lonely and alone comes to another question as to how do we handle the omg someone is talking to me without babbling on and on about stuff that doesn’t matter. But that’s a blog that’s already been written. Well I hope you all have a great day.
love you all
