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Plain Jane

Well I am just a plain Jane with simple thoughts. Bdsm is new and I love learning about it. One day I may have a relationship. I have tried a couple of times but have come to realize I get attached fast and that is not a good thing. So for now going to continue my learning.
4 years ago. August 6, 2020 at 6:31 PM

So hope is not the same for each person it’s different for everyone. Hope is as different as each unique individual person. Hope Is what we as the individual make it. hope can be emotional, material, mental, or even physical. But it is what we the person make it. 
so when I hear people say I give up on hope. What does that mean? Did they give up on themselves? Or did they give up on others. Is it really hope they are giving up on. Or is it giving into disappointment when we don’t get what we want  when we want it? 
I know for me it’s just that because I’m so impatient I have always been wild and unruly with no limits. I have always thought the sky is my limit. 
I am learning patience and it SUCKS!!!!! not going to lie about that. 
But I have learned that that if I look at things at a different point of view at things. Like ok I didn’t get it ugggh why not. Or ok I didn’t get it but maybe there is a reason like it’s not my turn it wasn’t meant to be. 
but I am not going to give up on it I’m not a quitter. I’m going to make it I’m going to get it. I will not stop till I do get it because I want it. Because I deserve it. 
now the greatest gift I have been giving in life is  my faith. I have faith that I will not get disappointed in my hope to get what I want. 

to hope, faith and the ability to believe that it will always be to my best interest. 

 

Belladonna Dreams​(sub female){Phage'Hada} - I remember discussing hope vs expectations with my ex when it came to relationships/friendships. When hope is let down, it breeds sad emotions. When expectations are let down it tends to bring on angry emotions.
4 years ago

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