So I was swindled again. Because I don’t know when to stop believing.
I believe everyone is good, or at least there’s something good about everyone. You just have to look hard enough. I am not going to stop believing because that’s what my whole world. And my whole world is based on that belief.
not going to say I wasn’t hurt. But once again forced to do things I don’t want to do. My intentions were pure. But I was mean. Some people only respond to mean and ugly. It’s soooooo sad.
so I wrote a pome not many will get.
My problem is I read people very well it’s supposed to be a gift yet it always feels like a curse. People who truly know me have used this gift. Asked me to sit in on things I have no reason to be. I give my reading and then leave. I should sell this but really I’m just a problem solver and I’ve learned I’m very, very good at it. Well other people’s problems anyway.
Silence falls on feather white ears.
I had someone tell me it was ok to come out of my walls.
My walls were beautiful and sparkly. With small reflections of myself. Just enough to know I was still alive and real but I didn’t have to feel. They tore those walls down till they found out that in my fort of walls built high and strong. was silence and the small reflections were ways to read lips. The music played loud to hear the happy tunes. The captions were on for a reason well known. With one that stands in the background can hear the lips sing with praise, or the voices with blades as sharp as diamond, cut others down like unprotected Forrest.
grammar is awful, spelling atrocious. Sounds fall on silent winter leaves. There’s no place for deaf ears near or far.
does silence kill or is it the hearing of the sounds that kills the world.
When spring comes does one listen to the singing birds. Or is that just the play of sounds in ones head, or the sound that one might imagine. Do blinkers make nose or just a flash of light? When dogs bark do they all sound alike? What is the sound of a kittens purr?
deafness is a silent world where one does not fit in either world. Vanilla or BDSM. Either world is just the same. Those in silence do not belong theirs is a silent World.
Deafness is a silent world we’re one does not fit in either world.
