5 years ago. May 1, 2019 at 11:06 PM
My Love,
You flip out
Something trivial
Triggers bad feelings
You feel so intensely.
I walk away, unappreciated, upset, disrespected.
You want to make up.
I kiss you.
You think it's something more
I'm angling for.
I don't want it,
but you do.
I give in to you.
Amazing make-up sex? For you.
You do ask me if I wanted it. I told you the truth.
It breaks your heart.
I hate being another brick in your wall of pain.
I carry this guilt
That night
Haunts me even today.
I told you not to worry
But I'm still hung up on it.