I never said I was a fucking saint, but what am I, what do I do? What do I want to do? So someone phones me. I have not heard from her in years and quite glad about that really. She is having a bad time, so will it kill me to just listen to her rant, she is not a bad person really, but she's one of those people who just talks and talks, and you can not get a word in edgeways, so she is rather annoying but if I can help someone just a little bit, just by listening, in a way I feel a since of responsibility. If we don't all help each other then what kind of a world is it. . . But then again, now she will be phoning me every time she gets depressed, and the way she just talks and talks and never listens to what I say, but then again (how many "agains" is that? I lost count) is a bit of annoyance such a big sacrifice to make?
So I could just not answer when she calls. I am not trying to be a saint, but I do like to help people, just a little bit on the rare accessions when I can.