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6 years ago. Wednesday, November 6, 2019 at 2:07 AM

So my cold is almost gone and my gout has cleared up, at least for the moment. Sleep is still a problem though. I might have said all this before but it is quite interesting, for anyone who did not read it last time. I am not an insomniac in the normal sense. I can sleep hole days away sometimes, but I can not sleep during the times that I really want to. Then I crash out (sometimes literally) when I really need to be awake. Since Sunday night, in fact, I have been almost nocturnal. I can not get any pills until Friday and even then I am not sure if they will work. Being nocturnal is very inconvenient at times, otherwise I would probably just give in and stay like that.

 

As far as I can tell it is going very well with my new sub. A while back she said that she had to take a break because of a futility. I thought she was just making an excuse and I did not expect to hear from her again, but I was just being paranoid and she was back after a couple of weeks. Don't get me wrong, she is the first to stick with me for more than a week. I was close to giving up and I am really very happy about it. She is very compliant and willing and much better looking than I have any right to expect. But if I am honest I am finding the experience a bit dry. It is fun and all but so far I am not finding it a deeply erotic experience or emotional in any way. But it is still early. Give it time I suppose.

 

Online play / training is probably not much compared to real life, but I think it is a chance for me to learn things and try things out. Also, because of my health, it might be the best that I can hope for.

 

Not much ells happening. I am getting some new furniture, because my mum is selling her house, and it is nice, rustic, wooden stuff. Thats all folks. 

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