4 years ago. May 27, 2020 at 11:40 AM
My mothers funeral tomorrow. I am extrordenerely nerves, and I do not know why. There is nothing at all to be nerves about. I think that is why I am having trouble eating, although I think I had food poisoning last week (you all wanted to know that).
Also I do not have the right cloths. The shirt and jacket is all right, but the trousers are kind of more like jeans than trousers and all I have is trainers or canvas shoes. I never have the right cloths for funerals. At my aunts funeral, I had my jacket dry cleaned the day before and, during the funeral, it literally fell to bits. It was a nice jacket but it was just too old.