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For 9 weeks you've been caged with no release in sight.  I have punished you sometimes violently as is my want - and you've been grateful and loving in every way. There is no other for me.  Playmates are just that - for play. What we share is deep and wide.  I am so very fortunate to have you in my life at all - and this, well this is more than I could have ever hoped for.

I have big plans for you today.  I've been planning this for weeks now.  You don't know it. 

You've sweetly worshiped my body this morning, made breakfast and are prepping our dinner.

When you open those Christmas gifts you may guess what is next. Maybe. A series of firsts will unfold today. 

Merry Christmas Baby