I saw this within another profile on a different site and fell in love.
"A natural fall into a dynamic is one of the most beautiful things in this world. One which isn't planned or forced, but an unexplainable magnetism that is shared between two souls, stoked by play in all its wondrous and bountiful forms. "
Beautiful
Time is not my friend....
She can play tricks with your thoughts
She can play havoc with your emotions
She can manipulate caring to pain
She can change lovers to strangers
She can change minutes to hours
She changes hours to days
She changes days to weeks
....she became my weakness
My Daddy dreams of me...
she is devoted and committed to Me
she cares for Me and loves only Me
she serves Me and is very obedient
she is My play thing and fuck toy
she is the light to My dark
she is My responsibility, My baby girl, My life
she is MINE!
Yes Daddy....
I dream of my Daddy
He is smart, kind, and caring
He is my teacher and role model
He is as attentive to my needs as much as I am to his.
He is committed to our future
He will battle my demons for me
He will hold me close
He is my Daddy
So this question is mostly for all submissives, but I'm sure any Dominant could give very useful information too! I am just curious...
For those of you in an online BDSM relationship (any form of a dynamic will work), what does your Dominant partner do or have you do that makes you feel important, cared for, thought of, or special to them throughout your day? Hopefully that made sense. LOL
I can give an example of, while he was at work and I was at home, he gave me something specific to write about in my journal. I thought about that for quite a while and it took me a bit to actually write it. That day I knew he was thinking of me, because he knows that for me, too much time between communication is a struggle. He kept my mind busy on a task, instead of me feeling forgotten for the day. Yes....I get needy without the communication.
The word happiness can have different meanings. I'm feeling pretty happy today and thought I would reflect on why.
I have someone very special in my life from here, who I have known for quite some time, that makes me smile and laugh. I tend to be more serious natured and his caring, goofy self has figured out how to get me to laugh so hard I almost pee! That in itself says a lot and I am very very grateful for everything he gives me.
This is my first whole week out of school and that day couldn't come soon enough! This year has been especially challenging and the break over summer will be healing for me, my students, and my teachers. Good luck parents!!
I am leaving on a three week road trip vacation and I get to visit my son in Arizona, my best friend in Colorado, and my other best friend (from here) in Texas. My bestie from The Cage, it will be our first time meeting and he has helped me so much, especially over the last year, that I really am looking forward to that visit. I have a lot of paying it forward to do. This last year has been one of the most difficult, emotional times in my life and he stepped in to help me find balance. When my emotional, submissive self gets lost, he throws me a life saver to stay afloat. How do you even repay that?
I hope everyone finds what happiness means to them and you take the time to embrace, and appreciate what that does in your life.
Soaring Free
There are many of us here on this site that have or are experiencing heartache, heartbreak, depression, loneliness, sadness, or lack of acceptance. I would find it hard to believe if one of these descriptions doesn't describe each one of you at some point in your journey.
In a short time, I've felt every one of those emotions. I've cried endless tears, spent too many moments alone with my own thoughts, and isolated myself from others. Sound familiar?
In the last few months I've allowed myself to be surrounded by friends here and off site. I've learned how to love those friends unconditionally. I've leaned on some more than others, and have given my gratitude back tenfold.
I know I'm in my last leg of forgiveness for those who have deceived me, lied to me, and who couldn't accept me for who I am. My mind has begun to finally settle, which I'm hoping will return much needed sleep.
I have a few incredible people who know who they are, to thank for helping me become whole again. I've come to accept that the teacher, mentor, mother, friend, sub, and surprisingly Domme, are really one incredible person called Candy, aka SoaringFree. I'm once again excited to continue my incredible journey. ❤❤
I've met some truly amazing people here and have been slowly trying to find my way, hence ClosetSub. Thanks to an amazing person in my life and some crazy fun women, my door has fully opened. No longer uneasy with my kinks, or my sexual appetites, I'm finally able to take a deep breath and be me. Last night on the train 😀 with the girls, was my first moment of being me in this group. It was only fitting that they all were a part of me changing my profile name. ClosetSub is no longer appropriate for this girl. I'm a sub and proud of it, SoaringFree!
So I'm sure you'll see me more active and playful. Feel free to say Hello when passing by.