My Daddy has been out of the country all week and we've only been able to exchange a message mid week. This separation has really brought forth a range of emotions.
The depth of my submission, which is a first for me; the level of trust I have for Him, which is also a first for me, and finally the faith I have in Our relationship is guiding my actions. We (people) don't always react to separation the way we should. At first I felt alone, almost forgotten. Then I was depressed, and finally even a little angry. Working 12-14 hour days was definitely not helping and I'm sure I will get an earfull when He gets home about that. Why come home if I will just be alone? That's an old M.O of mine that He has been helping me change.
Then it was as if He sent Himself to me. We have a very strong connection with each other and I needed to feel Him reaching for me. Settling my thoughts and emotions as He always does. Reminding me of our bond. Filling me with Our faith in Us. I took the deep breath He gave me and tried to send it His direction.
I miss Him. I need Him.
I will always be His. He is my everything.