My Journey

i beg You to....
silence my thoughts
null my emotions
blindfold my eyes
bind my hands
cuff my ankles
pull my hair
spank my ass
make me FEEL

please...
wipe my tears
fold Your arms around me
kiss my forehead
tell me tomorrow's a new day
tuck Us into bed

while...
i listen to Your heartbeat
i feel the warmth of Your skin
i remind myself that i am grateful for You
i put on my big girl panties and re-focus where my focus belongs on You, always on You