2 years ago. Sunday, October 29, 2023 at 7:37 PM
Being a submissive is sometimes such an emotional rollercoaster. In my first 49 years of life, I was not emotional. Furthest from it. Repeatedly proven and reminded so. I had a wall erected so high that I was the only one behind it.
These past 15 months or so, I have fully embraced who I am. That brought forth the vulnerability of my heart being in control. It's a love hate relationship right now. My mind seeks the love, attention, and soul of my other half. The dream of our hearts syncing as One.
I have to believe that time in my life will happen. Never giving up hope.