Is this not something that occurs all too often ? Ironically enough, this is the first time it has happened with Me, or at least that I can recall enough to talk about it .
I met with a wonderful s-type last year and I thoroughly enjoyed speaking with them. I saw HUGE potential for them fitting into my ,then, household. But, I was insecure with My self image, my relationships were somewhat unstable and truthfully W/we were both introverts and with everything else I had going on I wasn’t sure I had what it would take to crack their shell.
I told myself that with surgeries and the instability at home it would not be a good time. I still believe on that front, I made the right decision. I wanted this s-type in my life though. I continued to think of them over the months and at some point they stoooed reaching out to Me. I was happy for them , I thought maybe they found what they were seeking.
a couple more months pass and I find out they are speaking to someone I have an acquaintance with. Suddenly, I feel jealousy turn Her ugly head. But why, I didn’t want this person the way they deserved when they wanted me . Suddenly, I was angry with Myself for letting them slip through my fingers. I didn’t truly want them until Someone else had them.
as things turned out, they did not really work out with this other person either. Just personal differences that kept them from moving forward. I was supportive of the s-type and told them My life is as simple as it will ever be now and if they are still interested and still searching I am still interested in them.
So, maybe there are second chances ? Either way I made it known I would like to at least be friends.
