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Anxiety and expectations

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4 years ago. June 30, 2019 at 6:20 AM

I'm still at work, we don't close for a while. I have one delivery I look forward to every Saturday  my co-worker was supposed to go home an hour ago but my manager let him stay and keep taking my deliveries. I bust my ass for my company and I'm never thanked for any of it. Cut this cut that do this do that make this get that..... On top of dealing with a thankless job and co-workers, someone I used to think a friend tore my family apart and had my infant daughter taken from me and they decided to show up at my job and start crap so I'm hiding in the warming closet that proofs the dough until they leave because I can't stop shaking.... My adrenaline is high and it's fight or flight. I'm trying to stay calm but this person helped rip both of my families apart and doesn't feel bad about it expects me to still be friends with him and act like everything is ok and I want nothing to do with him. I will never see my baby girl again because of him! I'm freaking out and I'm trying not to cry..... 

AllyKitten​(sub female){GreatShado} - My heart goes out to you. I'm sorry about your baby girl, I can only imagine.. I've given up two of my babies, so I feel for you.
But, don't let them see that they hurt you. Don't give them that satisfaction.. you're doing your best and that's all anyone could ever ask for. I'm proud of you! You've got this. If you need someone to vent to, my inbox is always open. ❤️
4 years ago
Thecharmedmuse​(switch female){My Wildman} - What she said! Sending you healing thoughts. You are more precious and more valuable than you know.
4 years ago
daddy newboy​(dom male) - You are a beautiful person, in life; we can fight for the future. So fight the only you know how for your daughter. You and me, all of us have the gift of love, to love, our selves, and others. Hate destroys even ones self, but if you love you begin to heal and a way you never thought possible. You are visible to me and any of us listening to you. You are loved, by me and any of us listening. Be brave, love, it is your greatest gift, weapon, in this thing called life.
4 years ago
Silverwolf696​(sub female) - They terminated my parental rights. She's lost to me...
4 years ago

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