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Newbie here

This is my first ever blog so I'm going to wing it.
I was told about this site in February so I just set myself up on here but didn't do much.

I was just a keyboard warrior waiting for everyone to join me hmmmm. But no I had to get out into the world and taking small steps.

I am not a dom or a sub prefer to be a top or bottom but exploring at the moment, in the ever time she notices me and we will explore what we want in the relationship and look for others to join our poly family.

Off to a poly bdsm event tonight, no expectations, probably leave early due to the fact nothing will happen because I won't join in and hide in the corner like a spoilt brat.
But having said all that the opposite happens to what I expect and turns out ok.
4 years ago. December 1, 2019 at 9:19 PM

New life new love new play partners what more can I ask, may it be holding hands, shopping or flogging her while she is in rope then holding her in aftercare if that what she needs. I will be there for her.

4 years ago. November 25, 2019 at 8:48 PM

after an enjoyable afternoon at hypnosis munch i would just love a young lady to practice with along with rope play. I am being honest I feel alone just missing intimacy with a partner after a divorce.

 don't feel sorry for me i love being me. looking to do fire play and looking for a for masage, yoni and lingham OM and some other events.

 

So love to meet people and would love to play. I am going to panacea if someone would love to join me.

5 years ago. September 29, 2019 at 10:23 AM

I was at an event last night and pleased I went. 

 Should I say it's so frustrating looking at all those couples playing and I am solo.

So I can now say and after some talking I am fully understanding in the world of kink and must remember th put this in my profile that I am caring considerate understanding aware about consent, I know it's given consent consent consent. Even if it's that accidental graze no need,  ask to touch even if it's a no better than that or a slap and being shown the door and never again. Yes you all know this but some don't. Been told it's better to meet and get connection. You are being watched especially if you are New, I go on the assumption they all hate me. No expectations each time then things happen. 

I know you all know I just wanted to put my thoughts on this just starting my journey and make connections with you all.

5 years ago. September 28, 2019 at 7:23 AM

So hard for someone new I wished I found out about this kinky lifestyle years ago.

It's so hard to go to an event and expect to be welcomed as you watch them in their scene and on the sidelines wishing I was in that scene.

Let's get out there and meet people and make out I am enjoying myself then some gorgeous young lady will say what do you want to play out in a scene.