Newbie here

This is my first ever blog so I'm going to wing it.
I was told about this site in February so I just set myself up on here but didn't do much.

I was just a keyboard warrior waiting for everyone to join me hmmmm. But no I had to get out into the world and taking small steps.

I am not a dom or a sub prefer to be a top or bottom but exploring at the moment, in the ever time she notices me and we will explore what we want in the relationship and look for others to join our poly family.

Off to a poly bdsm event tonight, no expectations, probably leave early due to the fact nothing will happen because I won't join in and hide in the corner like a spoilt brat.
But having said all that the opposite happens to what I expect and turns out ok.