Things happen in cycles, at least for me. I get a lot of interest around certain times, then I gain less interest in other times.
Reason I mention this, strangely I saw doe online on the website on which we met. She didn’t even hide that it was her, it’s been some time when I saw her active. It brought about questions, memories both fond and not so fond. I do recall she asked me to leave her alone, so I did just that.
That group which I was a part of well before her, seemingly is very toxic towards me. Not sure if it is due to misunderstandings, or her talking a lot about nonsense and making things a bigger deal than they were.
she still doesn’t understand all she said to me was “I cannot be your friend any longer,” and to that anyone you would have grown fond of over time surely that would hurt feelings. It hurt my feelings, so I spoke the cold hard truth to her and that hurt her feelings as well.
We were both hurt, and down the last time we conversed. She chose to bite the hand that feeds, and that’s okay.
If there is to be amends she will reach out to me. I am not putting myself in a situation where either of us can be compromised, or where I would go back on my word and get out of her life. I do wish her the best, in whatever that is.
Lots of thoughts, it’s been nearly 8 months, I wonder if she took washout lane or even entered the national guard....