Adventures with one's soul

Just relaxing.. 

Been extremely productive day!! 

Smile bright and remember when everything around you is dark, that just means you are the light that is leading the way.. 

Today I changed it up a bit.

I selected music this morning to help me get more in touch with my inner self and ground before I start my day.

Sitting outside drinking my coffee and already sweating from the sun. Cleansing the negative before showering and washing it away.

Every day it a blank slate.

I really hope you listen to the clip

May today bring you many blessings.

Now I can elaborate.

Even though I could not be there in person, my oldest son video called me so I could be apart of his wedding.

He has been with the mother of his child for 5 years and Tuesday this week he decided he didn't want to wait any longer so they got married today!

They didn't want a big wedding and did just a small ceremony in a tiny chapel next to the court house.

This has been a huge year for him as he turned 21 just a little over a month ago.

And of course we wouldn't be us if the two of them didn't joke with me about how he got married before I have.. I told them that I am glad they didn't wait because they may never have gotten to.

Now I can officially say that she is my daughter and I think she truly feels it. 

Today is such a fabulous Friday.

I told them that now I get to plan the celebration party!!

I am so excited! 3 mins til it's time.. I will elaborate on it more after. Fantastic Friday everyone.

Its not about clothes

Last one for music tonight, but the timing was perfect...

This is me..has been for a long time just forgot for a moment.. Not anymore!

And I can go on without someone, just gotta have myself.

Although with someone is always better.

Either way I'm always real!

That sounds good, but if I'm just on your mind and nothing follows you will be playing this...

Pay attention to what the really are saying, not just their words.. 

It saves a lot of time and then you can find the one that is playing this song instead...

Oh yeah if you haven't noticed from my post today, I am back to blogging. Not for anyone or as an assignment, but for myself..

Hope you are ready to see a lot of me in your notifications. 😉

This song right here!

The story/ fantasy that is forming in my mind right now

As the sun slowly makes it's dance to sleep, I sit here enjoying the few moments when the wind graces me with its delicate touch upon my skin. My headphones placed upon my ears blocking out all srounding sounds allowing my racing thoughts to disappear with the beats and the lyrics to soak into my soul.

This was my choice tonight. I could be sitting inside and letting my thoughts do their torturous dance of taunting, but I wasn't there before others made their appearance in my day so why would I choose to change the way my day has gone...

May all of you be able to find the correct choice for your night cap and remember that tomorrow is a new slate to write on.

I have been wondering if a sub who has had to be alpha and omega for so long, one who has had to learn to Dom herself time and time again, can actually find someone to whom is strong enough yet kind enough to take over. Can one be trusted enough to truly have her best interest in mind and could she trust him enough to hand over those reins?

Or is it that she has built herself and walls so strong that she can not be broken?

Just some more random thoughts in a moment in time.