So here are a random collection of things that i had written back in the 90s. I will warn that some of them are dark and could trigger, but I am still going to share them because it was a part of me at that time. It is amazing how sometimes we get so wrapped up in what is going on now that we forget all that we have gone through and over came..
March 17 1995
As night falls and the crimson colors arise from their cavern to paint the sky, a young woman struck by infatuation sits by the waters edged unknowingly drifting off into her own fantasy. The sweet smell of nature in the air reminede her of the first time their eyes met. That was a day if unbalance as the sky was bright with sun's presence, but the air was full of rain. She was not excpecting any company therefore she did not care if her womanly apperance was altered by her child like essence. Feeling refreshed by the falling rain, she danced aroundallowing her hair to fall carelesslu among her shoulders and her makeup run down her face with each drop of rain that kissed her face.
Feb 21 1995
Their bodies laid not intertwined but definetly together. The rhythm that was set brought then to the point were reality began to set in. The darkness invaded her heart as the thought of her fantasy disappered for there was no love present that could be defined, and her dream of love, passion, and togetherness slowly faded.
She doesn't understand why something that she wanted so bad, waited all her life for and held so dear just let it fade away. There was some kind of comfort that he gave her, some sort of feeling that allowed her to give up almost all that she stood for. She just wants to please him. He realizes it, he stops and she hadn't lost her dream only heightened it. She won't let go, not until she is ready.
If spelling is incorrect I do apologize.