5 years ago. June 10, 2019 at 2:16 AM
Sometimes the world keeps spinning and I just need it to stop. Today I lost a vanilla connection and got my car keys and wallet stolen. I blame myself for all of it and coped wrong. I just feel lost not being controllee..I'm an adult I know. I should know better. I should stop myself. But this is why I need BdSm not want...but need. I cant handle life without it. I need a collar around my neck bringing me to earth. I tried life without it. I cant.
