6 years ago. Wednesday, July 10, 2019 at 1:15 AM
Why is it so hard to heal
So hard to open up
So hard to make the voices stop and peace to enter my mind
Why is it so hard to have a man look at me and think I'm beautiful
Why is it so hard to imagine I will get my happily ever after
Why is it so hard to feel loved
All I seek is a Dom
A true Daddy. Or Sir
Someone who loves me as I am
Someone who saves me from myself
Someone who sees the true me and helps me find her
Why is that so far
I'm sorry I was on a hiatus. Self harm. Suicide attempts. All the self destruction came rushing back. I am still trying to find my submission. My forever. My peace.