My dom and I are long distance. I didnt think we had been together (especially in person) long enough for him to pick up on when I was having trouble being in a social setting. We had a wonderful weekend together and on one of those days we decided to go get lunch. We walk in and the place is packed. I kinda froze in the entrance and he gently took my hand and led me through the crowed of people. He squeezed my hand once or twice to reassure me he was still there. When we were to order our food, without missing a beat, he ordered exactly what I wanted and specified the things I didn’t want on it. (Im a picky eater). He has no idea how much it relieved me. It’s hard to explain to people how being in a situation like that is for me. It’s something that most people don’t see as something you should get anxious about. I know I shouldn’t but it just happens and I can’t stop it. After my amazing weekend my best friend and I went out to eat. I don’t think she realized I was having issues but without missing a beat she ordered my food for me. Because of these wonderful people I’m not so scared to go out in public anymore.
4 years ago. May 11, 2019 at 7:53 AM
