I am utterly fascinated by all the things you are suggesting.
I've always felt like a man, only I have this profound empathy with femininity. Culturally and psychologically I have been conditioned to behave in a masculine manner. Although deep inside I knew there was something wrong with that construct for me. I was always and still am attracted to women, however I never felt manly enough to pursue a typical heterosexual relationship. At least not with me as a virile, potent, macho person.
I really hadn't investigated a D/s lifestyle until about 8 years ago. Sexually I was always sort of repressed and not confident in myself. Because of the diminutive character of my penis I propelled myself on a mission to be the best cunnilinguist I could be. I thought I could be Dominant(therefore virile, potent and macho) if I could make a woman cum with my mouth. In reality it only induced me to be more effeminate. I realized that I am actually submissive to women and that it is perfectly natural for me to worship them and relinquish myself.
All that was fine and dandy until one Pillow Princess decided to peg me. I was hooked instantly!!! I had no idea I was so analerotic. I wanted to experience this incredible feeling every opportunity I could. When I was being penetrated the feeling was intense and exquisite. But much more than the physical sensation I soon realized that my obsession made me feel strangely feminine, at least what I imagined it was like to be a girl
Many of the Dommes and Mistresses I have known were very pleased to hear I was making this transformation in my mind and often encouraged me to explore this epiphany more deeply as well as bisexuality.
I'm not quite sure what I was meant to be, although recently I've developed the courage to explore.
If any of this sounds familiar to you I would be grateful for your aegis and mentorship. I would love it if you could teach me why I have such an affinity for femininity, especially sexually. Please teach me to cum like a girl!!!🤣😂🙃
