FYI Princess, I wrote this last night when you went to sleep. It still pertains to today.
Friday and today came and went, but somethings different. The sound of giggles coming from different parts of the apartment. Faint smells of perfume and lotion. It is just a little bit brighter today. My Princess is here for the weekend. But the weekend has its ups and downs. She has had to deal with things, still trying to keep the balance while here. We have a different dynamic. I can tell you it's an incredible dynamic, but different, even by BDSM norms. We both worry about things, about the relationship and the strains, but one thing I know for sure is, we are here for each other. I will always be here for her, she will always do the same. When I say the dynamic is different, it isn't online only, it isn't live in, it is monogamous but at the same time it's Poly. What I do know is I respect her for it. I love her for it. I cherish her for it. I do know that when she has a bad day, if I can, I will be there for her. I might sound self centered, but if she bitches, I want it to go to my ear. If she cries, I want it to be on my chest. If shes angry or upset, I want to put the smile on her face. When we first decided to embark on this journey, we knew it wasn't going to be easy, but sometimes the best things in life ever are. I will be here if she needs me. She is my world, and she is perfect. MY world is brighter because of her light. Godspeed Princess.
