Lone Wolf Rumblings

I sometimes can be quite cynical about people and sometimes think everyone  is out to get me but then I see the positive impact of people taking action and it restores my faith. One example as it  is close to my heart is the reintroduction of wolves in the Yellowstone ecosystem. Wolves are one of my spirit animals as well as bears. Like wolves, I like to often run alone  but sometimes in a small pack of friends. Wolves were wiped out in Yellowstone because of myths and false4hoods surrounding the wolf. That is another point as I am scientific, logical person. I have my faith but I do not literally believe the Bible because, perhaps it is my educated mind, some of it just doesn't make sense from a logical point of view. Anyway, back to the wolves. After the wolf was wiped out in the Yellowstone ecosystem, over time  new research and changing views started to question the logic of eliminating the wolf from the Yellowstone ecosystem and they were reintroduced in 1995. Some did not agree with that decision and there are still some who don't but  bringing back the wolf to the ecosystem  restored the balance.

Blue In The Shadows
In the shadows there is no blackness
The light of my heart and soul is blue on black blue
Giving light to those who see you with theiir heart
Getting strength from the richness of your light...
You walk unseen but yet seen
Physically no longer there but yet still a part of their life
In the day of light your soul moves from the hiden recesses to the mountains in the sky
At night being the guardian of those you care about

The reason I picked the name Lone wolf Rumblings is I have always felt a deeper connection with landscapes  more than people. Not antisocial but that is one reason I enjoy the national parks. You can just get away from people and  meditate in nature. In may I am heading to Yellowstone for my ninth season and hope to do a lot more hiking. Want to get my legs in shape to wear a skirt and be bound and gagged in it Smiles. just being in places like Yellowstone national park is soothing to my soul

I have enjoyed BDSM for many years but had to separate fantasy from reality and wonder if it will happen. Sometimes I wish I was wealthy and God had not made me who I am but I cannot do nothing about that. There are things I like about me but I do like to cross dress and would like to feminized  to the point I could switch back and forth in bondage/BDSM situations with a couple or be the one dominating. It was  getting weight loss surgery. I did it initially to please others but that was the wrong motive as I will never please a everyone. Will I ever be a bodybuilder? Probably not but do desire better health which is why I would want a couple or individual that was into fitness help me train to  get in the best shape possible.. Some of the fantasias I had are not workable in real life as I have to work too but one of my strengths is I can balance a lot of things as I do a lot of volunteer work here in Bozeman and exercise plus work. One simple fantasy I have is to be chair tied gagged with tape blindfolded and ankles legs and wrists tied behind in a skirt and  be gagged, bound and blindfolded naked at night after a shower. I know I will never be a movie star but strive to improve in body and mind everyday

Be true to who you truly are. facades only last for awhile and never improve to please others. Improve to be a better you.