I now know what real love feels like.
I now know what it is like to have someone truly care about me in all ways and not for just something i can offer.
I now know what a true connection really feels like, in EVERY aspect there is to have one.
I now know what it means to truly love someone myself. What i thought was love in my past has absolutely NO comparison to the way i feel about her.
I now know what it means to have and feel those butterflies in your stomach over someone.
I now know what it feels like to crave someones affection and attention.
I now know what a true bond with someone really is.
But also, I now know what it feels like to really miss someone.
I now know the heartbreak of having to be separated for a time from the person you truly love and care about.
I now know what its like when people talk about the scent of a person and it making them crave them even more. ( i have never in my life experienced that.... until now)
I now know what its like to cry myself to sleep over the amount of love i have for someone.
I now know the pain of being separated by exactly 1,330 miles and not being able to touch her or hold her any time i want.
I really don't know what she did, or how she did it, but she has done it (whatever "it" may be), but i don't regret one min or second of it and i don't ever want it to change. She has given me a new aspect on life and has also given me feelings that i never want to go away.
I use to watch (i still do, lol) Christmas movies just to see the cute little romantic love that you only see in the movies, and the strong out of the blue connections that get made in them as well.... now i dont have to anymore because i have the real deal.
I now know what its like to have that type of relationship you see in the movies!!!
