It's strange how the thing that hurt you the most becomes your greatest strength and muse, and even now when he wants to have me back...there's no rewind, no reset.
You can't go back to what's already gone. You said I was too much, so I changed and turned it off, tuned out of my words and desires, tried to become what you said you want.
Now we're here where you wanted, only not together, but apart. I gave you what you thought you needed, and more besides, even though I know you didn't earn, didn't yet deserve that much of me. I was All in, everything, till you blanked me out, now your ghosting left you all alone, and I'm the soul at peace inside.
Now the words won't stop flowing, this voice inside won't stop growing, it's shouting let me out let me see, let everything around me just be. Like the flow of the river, I see you in the distance drifting away, and while I will always miss you, there is no longer anything you could say or do could make me stay.