So many things are starting make sense to me lately the more I learn about myself and little’s in general. Many actions, moods and behaviors in my past I can actually look back on and pinpoint or revisit mentally and understand from a different perspective now that I am aware of it.
It also helps me go back to a time before all the stress and worry and drama began to snowball everything, and makes me remember happier times where sunshine and clouds were the highlight of my day.
But most important of all I believe is the sense of peace and calm I feel now that I’ve begun to embrace and explore these parts of me and am looking forward to my future adventures with open heart, mind and arms held wide waiting for my daddy to come take me in his arms and hold me close to his heart.
A small part of me shakes and trembles at the thought because of course silly girl-it’s no wonder others don’t see me that way, because it’s daddy who will see me and know me for all that I am, can be and will become, and that is all that matters in the end.
I will strive to be patient as can be, vigilant in bettering myself to the best of my abilities and extra careful to devote more time to self love and self nurturing, because it’s no longer about ME but about US- little me, middle me, grown up me and daddy😍 wherever he may be right now, we know he’s on his way to find us and take us home. (Stuffies included, all 52 of them 🤗😊😂🌈🥰)