5 years ago. August 14, 2019 at 8:17 PM
I keep having to remind myself to breath,
count it out use my numbers, in deep, hold and release.
This darkness washing over me, a familiar old friend that I thought had abandoned me. Now I realize there was just too much light and the hiding began again.
So I crawl on my knees to our secret place, our safe spot far away from this everyday drama and unhappiness.
We lie against one another and watch the moon and the clouds float by like memories and imaginings drifting down a stream of whispered dreams.
I have missed this part of me, this place it seems never let me go, only waiting in patient slumber for my return home.