Sometimes it's so hard to take a step back and realize that nothing is going to stop me but myself. No one is standing in my way but me. I finally have the time, freedom and opportunity for growth and betterment but it feels like I'm in quicksand and don't know how to get out. I need to keep reminding myself that I Am capable. I AM strong, and confident, competent and determined to see it done.
The problem is that's always been the case,
I've just never had the means to see it done.
Now it's like I'm having to build an entire picture with blank pieces and I'm trying to not let it freak me out but at the same time I'm realizing how much I've actually been blocking myself up till this point. And I don't know what picture I actually want which leaves me feeling confused and flustered. Somehow I feel a campfire and marshmallows would go a long way to helping solve this dilemma (sigh).
OH well--onwards and forwards, it's not going to build itself 😂😋.