Many things in my life have recently been changing, big things in huge ways-all at once ☺️🤷🏻♀️😂.
My first instinct has been that bigger and better things are coming my way and I'm being moved from something that was not meant for me, or towards something/where I need to be.
I've realized that there are a few areas in myself that I can and should be focusing on, from a personal perspective as a result of the demise in my relationship and the surfacing feelings of abandonment, lack of worth and my reactions to my ex's subsequent indifference and silence.
To realizing and understanding that some of the events and current changes are a direct result of some of my actions, of standing up for myself and following the rules, being authentic and not just accepting my "lot", but not having the desired result, instead changing my course completely.
It has emphasized to me that I need to find better ways to communicate and deal with things, not because I'm doing it wrong or out of turn but because I want to have different results and be able to manage the outcome and myself better.
One of the ways I'm trying to learn and grow is to understand things differently, and as a result I've come across a few things that I find truly fascinating and interesting. The video link I'm sharing is one such result. I love the way that Esther words things, breaks it down and describes thoughts and understanding, and I've already seen a few videos and discussions on many topics with her that re-affirm that this is an area I can definitely do more work in. So I'm hoping it helps others and might provide some worthwhile insight as well.
Right now my main goal and focus is to be as grateful, happy and caring towards myself and my life as I possibly can be, and rebuild things/calibrate from there.
Best wishes and rainbow bubbles to everyone reading this, I hope it's a beautiful day for you and I'm sending mental hugs and love <3