I wanted to say thank you to everyone who has been so supportative, however i think im going to call it quits on the lifestyle for whatever reasons everyone gives up on me so it is clearly not the lifestyle for me that i thought it was. I just cant do it anymore its to depressing to be dumped over and over and over and over. Id rather be alone. Which that is clearly the way im supposed to be is alone. It sucks but oh well. I wish it was different but its not i feel unworthy i feel like shit i feel unwanted left w nothing just alone to figure shit out on my own. Thats great train someone to a point of confusion and then leave them awesome thats great now my fucked up head is more fucked up im going to get plastered drunk and forget everything and everyone bye
5 years ago. September 29, 2019 at 3:47 PM