Its late. Im tired but I cant sleep tonight. Visions of playtime dancing through my head. The need that I have is running through my body from my toes all the way up.
I want Daddy, so bad I cant bear it. He wouldn’t mind if I woke him, especially for this, still I know he needs sleep… We have gotten to start having playtime again. 🙌🏻 Surgeon released me with the warning of common sense (if it hurts don’t do it) He doesn’t realize the masochism in me.😈 So of course, I cant get enough of Daddy.
The feel of his hand wrapped in my hair. His eyes as I go to my knees. The feel of his warm flesh sliding into my mouth and the taste Im blessed with, not soon enough, thereafter. Watching his face and looking into his eyes as he dives all the way in, he doesnt give anything away. It drives me mad, but I love it.
I love the control and the intensity that he does everything with. Especially me. How quickly and skilled he is when strapping my limbs into the cuffs turns me into a tsunami. His voice when speaking to me during, and no matter what position I end up in… how easily he slides me right into the position I need to be when hes done and Im spent. The aftercare that’s so insanely tender and perfect, with my head on his chest and my legs wrapped in his. As if he knows that I cant get close enough and we would curl up inside each other if we could.
But now… right now, I want to be blindfolded, gagged, bound, my nipples clamped, ass plugged, and completely his. I don’t want to know where the next slap will land, or when he will soothe it with his hands, tongue, hitachi, or if he even will. I want to feel my clit sting with the strikes he lands, my nipples, and my ass. I don’t want to know what part of me hes planning on fucking till he shoves it deep inside anywhere he needs. I want to be fingered so violently that he wonders if its too much. I want to be denied orgasms until I cry.
*Cue dramatic southern flail of hand over forehead*
Tomorrow evening will never come.
Im clearly a very needy little sub tonight. Im a lucky one too. Cause hes not going to be impressed that Im still awake, but he IS going to understand, and that I believe is going to help me get out of trouble lol.
Love you Daddy…
