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My Journey Into Me

I've never been good at sharing what I go through or what I think, which has led to some issues. So I'm going to be myself, and share my journey into finding myself.
3 years ago. August 24, 2020 at 7:37 PM

I'm scared to death ,
You'll leave me after,
You figure out that I can't be helped, 
That there's more wrong with me than you know.


Yet I crave your touch,
I need your words,
I need you now more than ever,
Nobody's ever gotten this close before.


I'm scared to death,
To let you in,
I need you close,
Yet I'm caving in,
And my minds a mess.


I'm scared to death, 
I've been hurt before, 
These scars I bear,
Attest to that.


These walls I have, 
They're on the ground at your feet,
While my heart,
Is before you completely bare.


The memories are swirling around in my head,
My demons are circling me they want me dead,
My darkness is making it so hard to breathe, 
I beg of you please don't leave.


You're the light to my dark,
The one my soul craves,
My ears listen for your voice,
You're the one for which I was made.


My Luna, 
My one,
The moon that I gaze at,
Thank you for being there for me.


My mind it wants me to say things I'm not ready to say,
My soul wants me to make that leap of faith,
My minds is screaming at me to say three words,
My soul it begs me to tell you how I feel,
While my heart it hurts.


My heart has been hurt before, 
That's the reason for those walls that were so tall,
Those same walls that came crashing down when you came into my life,
It's scared to let you know it's thoughts,
Because it doesn't want to be hurt again.


So here I sit, 
My heart in my hands,
As I try to make sense,
Of all of this mess inside my mind.


My love it's yours,
I love you my Luna,
I always have,
And I always will.

sensuousgent - Beautiful. This is when I know it's love, when the desire to give her everything is stronger than the fear of losing everything.
3 years ago

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